2013-04-24
Label: motorod
Catalog#: CTCR-17043
Format: Album
Country: Japan
Released: 23 Jul 1998
Genre: Rock
TrackList
01.TRUST
English
Move onto you undetected
Think that it's time that you should trust me
Locate the melody if you can
Droppping like superstars from heaven
(Check it up)
I will take you there
I am your tomorrow
I am I am
Can't help but see me get deleted
Try not to let it get me down though
Scary to think that you are all wrong
Forgive your everlasting childhood
(Can't get to me)
I will take you there
I am your tomorrow
Unborn in your eyes still
I will make these songs come true
Come on, come on, come over me
I am your hyped angel
I will take you there
I am your tomorrow
Unborn in your eyes still
I will make these songs come true
02.THERAPY
English
I am so bored of life
I want neon lights fixed to my electric chair
I am so bored of life that I feel sensational
Can I become your friend?
Got glowing bits of face
and you are not as paranoid as me jsut yet yeah
Don't go taking me apart
Take me everywhere that I need to go
Make them love me and hold me
These new delusions cut me down
But I can hear you telling me... love me again
Love myself, myself
Therapy
I want all the breath that I can take away from you
I really need it
I want to dance around all the love, all the love, all the love
Don't go taking me apart
Take me everywhere that I need to go
Make them love me and hold me
But new illusions cut me up
Cause I can sense you telling me
Love me again
Love myself, myself
Thearpy
I wanna feel so medicated
So sedated
Make me, Taste me
Feel me, Fuck me
Break me, till I'm...
03.WRONG DECISION
English
Can't control
It's in my sores
Purity fades from out of my pores
I want all my love back
I want all I've done back
Head in hands... Head in hands...
Head in hands... Head in hands...
(Sucking me away from me)
(Isn't so calculated)
(Stupid little me)
(Took a while to realise it)
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I made the wrong decision
Gently caress my tear stained cheeks
Childhood memories I need to delete
I needed to leave
I got all my pain back
After all that I've done for you
Done for you
(Am I good enough for you?)
(Am I worth enough for you?)
(Am I? Am I?)
(I said... I said...)
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
Fake on a T.V. screen
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I made the wrong decision
(I am only disposing of your second hand imagination)
(I am only disposing of your second hand imagination)
(Who's needing it now?)
(Who's needing it?)
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
Fake on a T.V. screen
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I'm on sale again
Yeah defined
Hey that's me
I think I made the wrong decision
04.HELLO
English
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
You're stuck filled up with emptiness
You are waiting to catch some breath
But I don't need to be upset
Cause I've got visions that I've never seen before
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
(Slightly vogue)
You're stuck needing some time to grow up
You have too many scars to sew up
Everything is beyond my senses
It's all in dimensions no one can figure out
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
Wasting all of your time
Crying all of the time
Throw away your bad feelings
Breaking out of your mind
You gotta try it
You must feel some unprotected high
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
Hello
You are coming through to my world now
05.SO REAL (BUT I DON'T CARE)
English
No hands will reach me
No voice can call me
I've reinvented the things that I can do
I'm the unexpected part of you that
You'll never ever come in contact with...
Come in contact with...
I sell my broken dreams to...
(All the little desperate people)
Tell me everyone knows...
(All my little fucked up secrets)
But I really don't care now
I'm an imitation with such precision
A resurrection
I'm sculptured and I'm sold
When you realise that I'm indestructive
You'll change direction and follow me to...
Hear my broken dream of
All the little desperate people
Tell me everyone knows
All my little fucked up secrets
And I really don't care how
It seems as though there's something missing
In my empty heart now
(New art)
Don't care
06.BLURRED
English
Hiding it all away
In such a blurry haze
It's getting blurred
While all the dust that is blown
becomes a gentle flow
Getting blurred
You let the madness begin
You let the sadness back in for now
For now
It's getting blurred
Always too afraid even in your dreams of letting go
Too many others overwhelm
You can't recall
A sip of memory spills so easily
and we wipe it away with the flavourless taste
And now you don't belong
Too many emotions
Got you feeling down so
Hiding it all away
In such a blurry haze
Every available shine
I'm in an antique state of mind
Waiting... waiting...
Hiding it all away
In such a blurry haze
Every available shine
I'm in an antique state of mind
I think you're so alone
So alone
07.FACES OF YOU
English
A clean dose
Anti adrenaline
A new breed
A special specimen
You see me look
I'm looking down at you
A pretty face
But it ain't the face of you
I envy you
You are so Hollywood
Fake little smile
Is this your newest look?
Your tired skin
You need to stretch it out
I see a freak and it looks just like you
Slip away and waste away
It's all you can do
You are a pretty monster inside the little picture
An overdose
Of every vitamin
Pure greed
So very feminine
Your tiny skin
Why don't you stretch it out?
Cutting it up, twisting it round, glueing it on
Slip away and waste away
It's all you can do
You are a pretty monster inside the little picture
Slip away and waste away
It's all you can do
You are a pretty monster inside the little picture
Delete your image
Clean the wreckage
You're a lovely failure
Delete your image
Clean the wreckage
You're one ugly fucker
Don't cry
Don't cry
You won't die
Don't cry
08.HELIUM LOVE
English
Mother
Wipe these tears from my eyes
I think I'm lost
Father
Don't you recognize?
I think that I'm home
I got helium love all around
And I'm falling faster right through the ground
Helium love's all around
Gotta keep moving me over the line
Till the day that I die
Start singing, breath taking
Everything that you can see is sugar free
I got Demarol lollipops
You're invited to the back of my brain
Smile pills, crazy thrills
Think that I'm home
I got helium love all around
And I'm falling faster right through the ground
Helium love's all around
Gotta keep moving me over the line
Swear I'll keep trying
It's what I wanna be
It's where I wanna be
(But I keep using me)
It's what I wanna be
(But I'm abusing me)
It's where I wanna be
It's what I wanna be...
It's what I wanna be
(But I keep using me)
It's what I wanna be
(But I'm abusing me)
It's where I wanna be
(But I keep using me)
Heal me...lalalalala... Heal me...
09.SINKING
English
The X-ray is on
They see through my mind
And I can hear you say stop
(Why?... Why?...)
Their T.V. is wrong
My feelings are backwards
And I can hear you say stop
(Why?... Why?...)
Why do I think I'm sinking?
(Why?... Why?...)
Why do I think I'm losing?
I'm a beautiful girl you cannot solve
And I haven't figured out myself
A beautiful girl you cannot hold
You won't make the picture clear
You won't find a reason why
I'm here
It's taking too long
For you to detect me
I can still hear you say stop
(Why?... Why?...)
Why do I think I'm sinking?
(Why?... Why?...)
Why do I think I'm losing?
I'm a beautiful girl you cannot solve
It's time that I figure out myself
A beautiful girl you cannot hold
Getting hard to understand
The frequency is breaking up
Think I'm underneath her now
The walls are closing in on everything
Tied up in your body cables
Swimming in all your fluid motions
Baby lotion rubbed in my mind just one more time
Just one more time
Just one more time
You won't see through my mind any more
So cold... so cold... yeah
Won't flow... won't flow... yeah
On hold... on hold... yeah
I won't go... won't go... yeah
10.PURE
English
Stab it in me
Inspiration
Got so little to hold onto
Let me know that I would love to
Throw some acid on top of you
I want to be so pure
I want to be so pure
Cut you up and rearrange you
I want to be so pure
Justify the things I do
By burning images of me and you
I'm back again
Back again
Tint the mirror black and blue now
Burn the images in petrol fumes
I'm inside of you now
I want to be so pure
I want to be so pure
Cut you up and rearrange you
I want to be so pure
I want to be so pure
I want to be so pure
Cut you up and rearrange you
I want to be so...
So pure...
(etc.)
11.DISAPPEAR (ALL OF YOU)
English
Come a little closer to me
Hurt is in motion with me
Calling out for all the things
that I never had, never want, never need
Used up emotions in me
Some things will never...
I still see you every day
You still make me cry
You made my pain go away
Now you make me want to die
Where are you now?
Kinda feel that I'm lonelier inside
Come a little closer to me
Hurt is in motion with me
Calling out for all the things
that I never had, never want, never need
Used up emotions in me
Some things will never...
Disappear...
Now what am I supposed to do with all of these
scars that are calling out your name?
(And the feelings I have just don't respond)
And I'm trying to put it all back together
I know I'll never let go
Why aren't you looking for me?
Or am I dreaming?
Kinda feel like I've never had
I'll never get to know what I never ever had
Come a little closer to me
Hurt is in motion with me
Calling out for the things
that I never had, never want, never need
Used up emotions in me
Some things will never...
Come a little closer to me
I'm needing... All of you...
12.FUTURE WOMB
English
I'm pitifully delicate
Lost in no one else's space but mine
I'm floating around
I'm loaded up on uncut hurt
That breaks me down and slowly cuts me up
My memory kills
I need to put my pieces back
And try to live a life that I once knew
I'll find a way
I'll find a way
I'm bored and tired
Give me some life
I sure need it...
To make me happy...
I'm dreaming of a future womb
A place of warmth that I can fit inside
To hibernate in
I'll penetrate the ritual
And clean off all the cobwebs on my brain
Remove all the gloom
And when I'm up and feeling new
I'll promise me to leave the past behind
And fly away
I'll fly away
I'm bored and tired
Give me some life
I sure need it to make me happy
I'm bored and tired
Give me some life
I sure need it for me to figure me out
So... So...
So cure me now
Make me complete
Don't let me go wandering
In the dark where I was alone no no
Soon to be a newer version of me
Can't believe I'm really able to breathe
I have waited all my life to be
Out of sad and into happy
My misery days keep calling my name
But I don't want to go back there again
'Cause I have a chance to let go of the pain
And I don't want to feel it anymore
My misery days keep calling my name
But I don't have to go back there again
I'm out of my cage and flying away
And I am never coming back again