2010-02-14
Label: Speed-disk
Catalog#: SDR-011
Format: Mini-Album 1st Press
Country: Japan
Released: 21 Jul 2001
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial
TrackList
1.ファシズム(Facism)
English
DESPAIR
... despaired ... listness ... black ...
... insanity ... delusion ... deterrent ...
... dark and deep ...
... far ... far ... far ...
RAY
... a light beating ...
... possibility ... hope ...
... freedom ...
The agony of living
and the hope that comes among being the agony...
Those are the faith among every living....
2.Carnival
Romaji
Chi mo namida mo nai gusha domo saa sange no jikan da oyasumi...
Mou sukui motomete mo teokure omaera no kami wa mou inai
Ah... boku ga sakebi sukui no te wo sashinobete mo
kikeiji wo imikirau hitobito no mure... uragiri no "gyakutai"
Kizu ga uzuku tabi ukande kuru gyakutai no hari ga nukenai
Ima hajimarou to suru kaanibaru...
hizamazuite inochigoi shina...
Ah... minikusa yue, hakugai sareta sonzai no tsumi? ...
mou namida mo nagarenai itami wo wasure bakemono ni naru
Kamigami ga sabaki wo kudasanai no naraba boku ga
kami ni kawari gusha wo sabaite yaru
Soko ni hizamazuite tsumi wo tsugunai nasai
batsu to iu na no sukui no te de kono boku ga koroshite ageru...
Ah... nandomo sakebi sukui no te wo sashinobete mo
toki wa modoranu koto wo oboete ita hou ga ii
Kamigami ga sabaki wo kudasanai no naraba
boku ga kami ni kawari gusha wo sabaite yaru
Soko ni hizamazuite tsumi wo tsugunai nasai batsu to
iu na no sukui no te de kono boku ga koroshite ageru...
Todome wo sashite...
Mou sukui motomete mo teokure omaera no kami wa mou inai
Ah... boku ga sakebi sukui no te wo sashinobete mo
kikeiji wo imikirau hitobito no mure... uragiri no "gyakutai"
Kizu ga uzuku tabi ukande kuru gyakutai no hari ga nukenai
Ima hajimarou to suru kaanibaru...
hizamazuite inochigoi shina...
Ah... minikusa yue, hakugai sareta sonzai no tsumi? ...
mou namida mo nagarenai itami wo wasure bakemono ni naru
Kamigami ga sabaki wo kudasanai no naraba boku ga
kami ni kawari gusha wo sabaite yaru
Soko ni hizamazuite tsumi wo tsugunai nasai
batsu to iu na no sukui no te de kono boku ga koroshite ageru...
Ah... nandomo sakebi sukui no te wo sashinobete mo
toki wa modoranu koto wo oboete ita hou ga ii
Kamigami ga sabaki wo kudasanai no naraba
boku ga kami ni kawari gusha wo sabaite yaru
Soko ni hizamazuite tsumi wo tsugunai nasai batsu to
iu na no sukui no te de kono boku ga koroshite ageru...
Todome wo sashite...
Kanji
Carnival
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa
血も涙も無い愚者共 さあ懺悔の時間だ おやすみ…
もう救い求めても手遅れ お前らの神はもういない
Ah…僕が叫び救いの手を差し伸べても 奇形児を忌み嫌う人々の群…裏切りの「虐待」
傷が疼くたび浮かんでくる虐待の針が抜けない
今始まろうとするカーニバル…跪いて命乞いしな…
Ah…醜さ故、迫害された存在の罪？…もう涙も流れない痛みを忘れ化け物になる
神々が裁きを下さないのならば僕が神にかわり愚者を裁いてやる
そこに跪いて罪を償いなさい 罰という名の救いの手でこの僕が殺してあげる…
Ah…何度も叫び救いの手を差し伸べても 時は戻らぬことを憶えていた方がいい
神々が裁きを下さないのならば僕が神にかわり愚者を裁いてやる
そこに跪いて罪を償いなさい 罰という名の救いの手でこの僕が殺してあげる…
トドメヲサシテ…
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa
血も涙も無い愚者共 さあ懺悔の時間だ おやすみ…
もう救い求めても手遅れ お前らの神はもういない
Ah…僕が叫び救いの手を差し伸べても 奇形児を忌み嫌う人々の群…裏切りの「虐待」
傷が疼くたび浮かんでくる虐待の針が抜けない
今始まろうとするカーニバル…跪いて命乞いしな…
Ah…醜さ故、迫害された存在の罪？…もう涙も流れない痛みを忘れ化け物になる
神々が裁きを下さないのならば僕が神にかわり愚者を裁いてやる
そこに跪いて罪を償いなさい 罰という名の救いの手でこの僕が殺してあげる…
Ah…何度も叫び救いの手を差し伸べても 時は戻らぬことを憶えていた方がいい
神々が裁きを下さないのならば僕が神にかわり愚者を裁いてやる
そこに跪いて罪を償いなさい 罰という名の救いの手でこの僕が殺してあげる…
トドメヲサシテ…
English
Carnival
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa
cold-blooded, unfeeling fools
this is the time of repentance
goodnight...
it's already too late for you to seek help
your god isn't here anymore
Ah... even if I cry out and hold out my helping hands
the flock of people that abhor deformed children...
the treacherous 'abuse'
each time this wound aches, I remember,
I cannot extract the thorn of abuse
the carnival is about to begin...
you will not kneel and beg for your life...
Ah... the reason for ugliness,
is it the fault of this persecuted existence? ...
soon I will become a monster who cannot shed tears,
who has forgotten pain
if the gods will not pass down judgement then
I will become god and judge the fools myself
kneel down right there and atone for your crimes
with these helping hands named punishment,
I will give you death....
Ah... no matter how many times
I cry out and hold out my helping hands
it's better to have remembered that time can't be restored
if the gods will not pass down judgement then
I will become god and judge the fools myself
kneel down right there and atone for your crimes
with these helping hands named punishment,
I will give you death....
I'll put an end to it...
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa
cold-blooded, unfeeling fools
this is the time of repentance
goodnight...
it's already too late for you to seek help
your god isn't here anymore
Ah... even if I cry out and hold out my helping hands
the flock of people that abhor deformed children...
the treacherous 'abuse'
each time this wound aches, I remember,
I cannot extract the thorn of abuse
the carnival is about to begin...
you will not kneel and beg for your life...
Ah... the reason for ugliness,
is it the fault of this persecuted existence? ...
soon I will become a monster who cannot shed tears,
who has forgotten pain
if the gods will not pass down judgement then
I will become god and judge the fools myself
kneel down right there and atone for your crimes
with these helping hands named punishment,
I will give you death....
Ah... no matter how many times
I cry out and hold out my helping hands
it's better to have remembered that time can't be restored
if the gods will not pass down judgement then
I will become god and judge the fools myself
kneel down right there and atone for your crimes
with these helping hands named punishment,
I will give you death....
I'll put an end to it...
3.ero:de
Romaji
Genjitsu kara nogaretai... kimi no negai wa todokeki boku wa sei
maremashita bunretsu suru ishiki to bunretsu shita boku...
Kimi ga nigedasu tabi kimi no ikarimotomi...
kushimi wo boku ga... boku wa kimi kara shiawase...
jiyuu soshite kairaku wo datsutte yaru...
Kamihitoe no uragawa de miteiru to
kimi no zurugashikosa ga mukidashisa...
Kyokuseki na kimi no shinkei wa yorinimo sumita...
setsunaku... janku... soshite binkan na boku no...
Songtext Mou sorosoro ii darou... sono ude wo...
sono ashi wo... sono shinzou wo... boku ga datsute yaru...
Saa boku no negai wo kanaite moraou ka...
Atama ga wareru you ni kurushii nara sou
genjitsu kara ima sugu nigedasebaii
Nounai wo kakimidasu boku no yokubou ga
shigekiteki na wana ni hamete kimi wo tsuki datosu...
Nounai wo kakimidasu boku no shinario de
shigekiteki na wana ni hamete kimi wo tsuki datoshi...
Kigakururete ochita kimi no
dashita kotae wa ishiki no de bunretsushita arata na
maremashita bunretsu suru ishiki to bunretsu shita boku...
Kimi ga nigedasu tabi kimi no ikarimotomi...
kushimi wo boku ga... boku wa kimi kara shiawase...
jiyuu soshite kairaku wo datsutte yaru...
Kamihitoe no uragawa de miteiru to
kimi no zurugashikosa ga mukidashisa...
Kyokuseki na kimi no shinkei wa yorinimo sumita...
setsunaku... janku... soshite binkan na boku no...
Songtext Mou sorosoro ii darou... sono ude wo...
sono ashi wo... sono shinzou wo... boku ga datsute yaru...
Saa boku no negai wo kanaite moraou ka...
Atama ga wareru you ni kurushii nara sou
genjitsu kara ima sugu nigedasebaii
Nounai wo kakimidasu boku no yokubou ga
shigekiteki na wana ni hamete kimi wo tsuki datosu...
Nounai wo kakimidasu boku no shinario de
shigekiteki na wana ni hamete kimi wo tsuki datoshi...
Kigakururete ochita kimi no
dashita kotae wa ishiki no de bunretsushita arata na
Kanji
現実カラ逃レタイ… 君ノ願イハ届キ僕ハ生マレマシタ 分裂スル意識ト分裂シタ僕ノ…
君ガ逃ゲ出スタビ君ノ痛ミ…苦シミ僕ガ… 僕ハ君カラ幸セ…自由ソシテ快楽ヲ奪ッテヤル…
紙一重の裏側で見ていると君の狡賢さが剥き出しさ…
躊躇ナ君ニ神経ハ余リニモ脆ク…切ナク…甘ク…ソシテ敏感ナ僕ノ…
モウソロソロイイダロウ…ソノ腕ヲ…ソノ足ヲ…ソノ心臓ヲ…僕ガ奪ッテヤル…
サァ僕ノ願イヲ叶エテ貰オウカ…
頭が割れるように苦しいなら そう現実から今すぐ抜け出せばいい
脳内を掻き乱す僕の欲望が 刺激的な罠にハメて君を突き堕とす…
脳内を掻き乱す僕のシナリオで 刺激的な罠にハメて君を突き堕とす…
気が狂れて堕ちた君の出した答えは 意識の底で分裂した新たな
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vision
君ガ逃ゲ出スタビ君ノ痛ミ…苦シミ僕ガ… 僕ハ君カラ幸セ…自由ソシテ快楽ヲ奪ッテヤル…
紙一重の裏側で見ていると君の狡賢さが剥き出しさ…
躊躇ナ君ニ神経ハ余リニモ脆ク…切ナク…甘ク…ソシテ敏感ナ僕ノ…
モウソロソロイイダロウ…ソノ腕ヲ…ソノ足ヲ…ソノ心臓ヲ…僕ガ奪ッテヤル…
サァ僕ノ願イヲ叶エテ貰オウカ…
頭が割れるように苦しいなら そう現実から今すぐ抜け出せばいい
脳内を掻き乱す僕の欲望が 刺激的な罠にハメて君を突き堕とす…
脳内を掻き乱す僕のシナリオで 刺激的な罠にハメて君を突き堕とす…
気が狂れて堕ちた君の出した答えは 意識の底で分裂した新たな
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vision
English
I want to escape reality... Your wish carried and I was born
A divided conciousness and me, divided...
Whenever you run away, I feel... your pain... I'll steal...
your happiness, your freedom and your pleasure
If you look from the back, which is so close by
Your slyness is laid bare...
For you, hesitant, nerves are weak... sad... sweet...
And me, susceptible...
It won't be much longer now. I'll steal...
your arms... your legs... your heart...
Well, shall I now have you grant my wish?
If your head hurts so much it seems it will split...
Yes, you should escape reality, now, this instant
My desires, that throw your mind into confusion,
Lead you into a fitting trap, and throw you in
With this, my scenario, that throws your mind into confusion,
I will lead you into a fitting trap, and throw you in
You, who have degenerated into insanity, pull forth an answer
A new, divided vision in the depths of you consciousness.
A divided conciousness and me, divided...
Whenever you run away, I feel... your pain... I'll steal...
your happiness, your freedom and your pleasure
If you look from the back, which is so close by
Your slyness is laid bare...
For you, hesitant, nerves are weak... sad... sweet...
And me, susceptible...
It won't be much longer now. I'll steal...
your arms... your legs... your heart...
Well, shall I now have you grant my wish?
If your head hurts so much it seems it will split...
Yes, you should escape reality, now, this instant
My desires, that throw your mind into confusion,
Lead you into a fitting trap, and throw you in
With this, my scenario, that throws your mind into confusion,
I will lead you into a fitting trap, and throw you in
You, who have degenerated into insanity, pull forth an answer
A new, divided vision in the depths of you consciousness.
4.絶望ロマンス(Zetsubou Romance)
Romaji
zetsubou romansu
ikura heya wo mimawashi temo kun no sugata ha doko nimo ...
sou kun ha suujitsumae ...( rinne ) heto tabidatte itta ... boku wo okizari nishite ...
2001 nen 7 gatsu 19 nichi ( sei )
natsukusa kaoru kaze ni sasowa rete kouen heto ashi wo hakobu to , mujaki na kodomotachi ga
sunaba de tanoshisou ni tawamure , sono egao hamarude kurushi miwomattaku shiru koto mo nai hodo
kibou ni michi afure teita ...
... suujitsumae no kun noyouni
2001 nen 7 gatsu 20 nichi ( ame )
ame ha ichinichijuu ori tsuduki boku no kokoroha shizun deyukubakaridatta .
kono ame ha boku no kokoro wo arai nagashi tekureru koto ha naku kun heno omoi dake tsunotte yuku ...
... kun ni ai tai ...
ikura heya wo mimawashi temo kun no sugata ha doko nimo ...
sou kun ha suujitsumae ...( rinne ) heto tabidatte itta ... boku wo okizari nishite ...
2001 nen 7 gatsu 19 nichi ( sei )
natsukusa kaoru kaze ni sasowa rete kouen heto ashi wo hakobu to , mujaki na kodomotachi ga
sunaba de tanoshisou ni tawamure , sono egao hamarude kurushi miwomattaku shiru koto mo nai hodo
kibou ni michi afure teita ...
... suujitsumae no kun noyouni
2001 nen 7 gatsu 20 nichi ( ame )
ame ha ichinichijuu ori tsuduki boku no kokoroha shizun deyukubakaridatta .
kono ame ha boku no kokoro wo arai nagashi tekureru koto ha naku kun heno omoi dake tsunotte yuku ...
... kun ni ai tai ...
Kanji
絶望ロマンス
いくら部屋を見回しても君の姿は何処にも…
そう君は数日前…「輪廻」へと旅立っていった…僕を置き去りにして…
2001年7月19日（晴）
夏草香る風に誘われて公園へと足を運ぶと、無邪気な子供達が
砂場で楽しそうに戯れ、その笑顔はまるで苦しみをまったく知る事も無い程
希望に満ち溢れていた…
…数日前の君のように
2001年7月20日（雨）
雨は一日中降り続き僕の心は沈んでゆくばかりだった。
この雨は僕の心を洗い流してくれる事は無く君への想いだけ募ってゆく…
…君に会いたい…
いくら部屋を見回しても君の姿は何処にも…
そう君は数日前…「輪廻」へと旅立っていった…僕を置き去りにして…
2001年7月19日（晴）
夏草香る風に誘われて公園へと足を運ぶと、無邪気な子供達が
砂場で楽しそうに戯れ、その笑顔はまるで苦しみをまったく知る事も無い程
希望に満ち溢れていた…
…数日前の君のように
2001年7月20日（雨）
雨は一日中降り続き僕の心は沈んでゆくばかりだった。
この雨は僕の心を洗い流してくれる事は無く君への想いだけ募ってゆく…
…君に会いたい…
English
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5.murder freaks
Romaji
Kuusou no bigaku de kanjiru boku wa [GURUME] na [MADDO SAIENTISUTO]
shinzou wo [MEIN DISSHU] ni namanurui chi wo nomihoshite
Karada wo hanemawaru itoshi sa kimusume no chi wa
[GURASU] katate ni me kara shitatari
[JITABATA] sawai demo doko ni mo nogasanai kara
otonashiku boku no onaka ni osamari...
Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...
Kimi to [DOUKA]shite boku no chi niku ni natte
ai wo sasagete goran midara ni
daeki wo tarenagashi shuuchishin no kaketa boku wa
kimi to hitotsu ni natte kanjiru
Atsui [SOOSU] wo kakete kuchi no [SAIZU] ni kitte
[FOOKU] to [NAIFU] de taberu koubutsu
[MEIN DISSHU] no ato wa okuchinaoshi [DEZAATO]
hieta noumiso [PURIN] wo fukumu...
Kuusou no higaku de kanjiru boku wa [IKARE]ta [MADDO SAIENTISUTO]
midare kimi no sugata ni [DOKIDOKI] koufun shite
Shita wo umaku tsukatte kimi wo nokosazu tabete
boku wa [TORIPPU] sunzen... dokudoku...
ibukuro de majiriatte kimi wo kyuushuushite
"yatto hitotso ni nareta..." to tsubuyaku...
Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
Kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...
shinzou wo [MEIN DISSHU] ni namanurui chi wo nomihoshite
Karada wo hanemawaru itoshi sa kimusume no chi wa
[GURASU] katate ni me kara shitatari
[JITABATA] sawai demo doko ni mo nogasanai kara
otonashiku boku no onaka ni osamari...
Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...
Kimi to [DOUKA]shite boku no chi niku ni natte
ai wo sasagete goran midara ni
daeki wo tarenagashi shuuchishin no kaketa boku wa
kimi to hitotsu ni natte kanjiru
Atsui [SOOSU] wo kakete kuchi no [SAIZU] ni kitte
[FOOKU] to [NAIFU] de taberu koubutsu
[MEIN DISSHU] no ato wa okuchinaoshi [DEZAATO]
hieta noumiso [PURIN] wo fukumu...
Kuusou no higaku de kanjiru boku wa [IKARE]ta [MADDO SAIENTISUTO]
midare kimi no sugata ni [DOKIDOKI] koufun shite
Shita wo umaku tsukatte kimi wo nokosazu tabete
boku wa [TORIPPU] sunzen... dokudoku...
ibukuro de majiriatte kimi wo kyuushuushite
"yatto hitotso ni nareta..." to tsubuyaku...
Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
Kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...
Kanji
murder freaks
空想の美学で感じる僕はグルメなマッドサイエンティスト
心臓をメインディッシュに生温い血を飲み干して
躯を跳ね回る愛しさ生娘の血はグラス片手に目から滴り
ジタバタ騒いでも何処にも逃がさないから大人しく僕のお腹におさまり…
少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた 噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…
君とドウカして僕の血肉になって愛を捧げてごらん淫らに
唾液を垂れ流し羞恥心の欠けた僕は君と一つになって感じる
熱いソースをかけて 口のサイズに切って
フォークとナイフで食べる 好物
メインディッシュの後は お口直しデザート
冷えた脳みそプリンを含む…
空想の美学で感じる僕はイカレたマッドサイエンティスト
乱れた君の姿に僕はドキドキ興奮して
舌をうまく使って君を残さず食べて僕はトリップ寸前…毒々…
胃袋で混じり合って君を吸収して「やっと一つになれた…」とつぶやく…
少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた
噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…
空想の美学で感じる僕はグルメなマッドサイエンティスト
心臓をメインディッシュに生温い血を飲み干して
躯を跳ね回る愛しさ生娘の血はグラス片手に目から滴り
ジタバタ騒いでも何処にも逃がさないから大人しく僕のお腹におさまり…
少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた 噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…
君とドウカして僕の血肉になって愛を捧げてごらん淫らに
唾液を垂れ流し羞恥心の欠けた僕は君と一つになって感じる
熱いソースをかけて 口のサイズに切って
フォークとナイフで食べる 好物
メインディッシュの後は お口直しデザート
冷えた脳みそプリンを含む…
空想の美学で感じる僕はイカレたマッドサイエンティスト
乱れた君の姿に僕はドキドキ興奮して
舌をうまく使って君を残さず食べて僕はトリップ寸前…毒々…
胃袋で混じり合って君を吸収して「やっと一つになれた…」とつぶやく…
少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた
噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…
English
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Label: Speed-disk
Catalog#: SDR-029
Format: Mini-Album 2nd Press
Country: Japan
Released: 05 Jun 2002
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial
TrackList
1.ファシズム(Facism)2.Carnival
3.ero:de
4.絶望ロマンス(Zetsubou Romance)
5.murder freaks