2011-12-23
Label: avex trax
Catalog#: YICQ-10083
Format: Single
Country: Japan
Released: 13 Jul 2011
Genre: Rock
Style: ---
TrackList
01.Episode.0
Romaji
sou ore wa yume wo tsukamu mono yabou no tame katana wo akaku someru
sengoku no yo ga yo de aru kara nani wo gisei ni shite mo tenka wo toru
nanimokamo kaerimizu ni kokyou no haha ni mo tegami kakezu
onore no mijukusa wo shiri kizukeba karada wa chi ni somatta
zankoku na ikusa no ato
oretachi wa yabureta hito
haisha ni wa sukui sae mo naku
mujou ni ame wa furisosogu
bohyou ni yume wa tsuyu to chiru
tooku mukou kara kikoete kuru
yasashiku kanashii senritsu
shoujo ga dokoka de utatteru you da
sukitotta koe ga hibiki wataru
futo namida kobore ochita
furusato ga omoi ukanda
utagoe ga ore ni kizukaseta
heion ga ichiban taisetsu da to
moshi umare kawareru nara
kono koe no shoujo no you ni
utagoe de hito wo sukueru you na
sonzai ni naritai to omoun da
ima no ore ga sou de aru you ni
dareka no omoni wo hazuseta nara aa
sengoku no yo ga yo de aru kara nani wo gisei ni shite mo tenka wo toru
nanimokamo kaerimizu ni kokyou no haha ni mo tegami kakezu
onore no mijukusa wo shiri kizukeba karada wa chi ni somatta
zankoku na ikusa no ato
oretachi wa yabureta hito
haisha ni wa sukui sae mo naku
mujou ni ame wa furisosogu
bohyou ni yume wa tsuyu to chiru
tooku mukou kara kikoete kuru
yasashiku kanashii senritsu
shoujo ga dokoka de utatteru you da
sukitotta koe ga hibiki wataru
futo namida kobore ochita
furusato ga omoi ukanda
utagoe ga ore ni kizukaseta
heion ga ichiban taisetsu da to
moshi umare kawareru nara
kono koe no shoujo no you ni
utagoe de hito wo sukueru you na
sonzai ni naritai to omoun da
ima no ore ga sou de aru you ni
dareka no omoni wo hazuseta nara aa
Kanji
そう俺は夢を掴む者 野望のため刀を赤く染める
戦国の世が世であるから何を犠牲にしても天下を取る
何もかも省みずに故郷の母にも手紙書けず
己の未熟さを知り気付けば体は血に染まった
残酷な戦の痕
俺たちは敗れた人
敗者には救いさえもなく
無情に雨は降り注ぐ
墓標に夢は露と散る
遠く向こうから聴こえてくる
優しく悲しい旋律
少女が何処かで歌ってるようだ
透き通った声が響きわたる
ふと涙零れ落ちた
故郷が思い浮かんだ
歌声が俺に気付かせた
平穏が一番大切だと
もし生まれかわれるなら
この声の少女のように
歌声で人を救えるような
存在になりたいと思うんだ
今の俺がそうであるように
誰かの重荷を外せたなら 嗚呼
戦国の世が世であるから何を犠牲にしても天下を取る
何もかも省みずに故郷の母にも手紙書けず
己の未熟さを知り気付けば体は血に染まった
残酷な戦の痕
俺たちは敗れた人
敗者には救いさえもなく
無情に雨は降り注ぐ
墓標に夢は露と散る
遠く向こうから聴こえてくる
優しく悲しい旋律
少女が何処かで歌ってるようだ
透き通った声が響きわたる
ふと涙零れ落ちた
故郷が思い浮かんだ
歌声が俺に気付かせた
平穏が一番大切だと
もし生まれかわれるなら
この声の少女のように
歌声で人を救えるような
存在になりたいと思うんだ
今の俺がそうであるように
誰かの重荷を外せたなら 嗚呼
English
Yes, I am one who seizes their dreams, I stain my sword red for my ambitions
Because this is a world of warring states, I will take the earth no matter what I have to sacrifice1
I reflected on nothing, I wrote no letters even to my mother in my hometown
When I came to know my own immaturity, my body was stained in blood
The scars of a cruel battle
We are the defeated
There is not even salvation for the vanquished
The rain pours down heartlessly
Our dreams scatter as dew on our gravestones
As I head far away, the sound comes to me
A gentle, sad melody
It's like a young girl is singing somewhere
A crystal clear voice resounds
Suddenly, my tears welled up and fell
Thoughts of my hometown floated up
That voice made me realise
that peace is most important
If I can be reborn
like the girl who sang with that voice
I want to become someone
who can save people with my song
If I were able to take someone's burdens away
as mine are taken now, Ah!
Because this is a world of warring states, I will take the earth no matter what I have to sacrifice1
I reflected on nothing, I wrote no letters even to my mother in my hometown
When I came to know my own immaturity, my body was stained in blood
The scars of a cruel battle
We are the defeated
There is not even salvation for the vanquished
The rain pours down heartlessly
Our dreams scatter as dew on our gravestones
As I head far away, the sound comes to me
A gentle, sad melody
It's like a young girl is singing somewhere
A crystal clear voice resounds
Suddenly, my tears welled up and fell
Thoughts of my hometown floated up
That voice made me realise
that peace is most important
If I can be reborn
like the girl who sang with that voice
I want to become someone
who can save people with my song
If I were able to take someone's burdens away
as mine are taken now, Ah!
02.Paranoid Doll
Romaji
torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi(kanjou) sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga
"tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"
mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku
jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki hidari te ni wasurarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA
tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi na no ka
"zenbu wo sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
tewatasareru kindan no akai mi
jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA
unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore wa genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita
kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara
nando mo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migi te ni nokoru akai iro barabara no chouchou
kono mama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yukute ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
jibun no kimochi(kanjou) sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga
"tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"
mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku
jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki hidari te ni wasurarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA
tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi na no ka
"zenbu wo sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
tewatasareru kindan no akai mi
jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA
unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore wa genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita
kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara
nando mo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migi te ni nokoru akai iro barabara no chouchou
kono mama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yukute ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
Kanji
捕われた行き場のない心 動けなくなる
自分の感情(キモチ)さえ見えない 目を背けてる
手のひらに包まれている蝶のように
飛びたくても飛べない翅が
「都合のいいように生きればいいよ」
「苦しいなんて言わせないから」
耳元で聞こえる誘惑
自由を求めては 辿り着けず
居場所のない現実に
思い通りにならない地図を眺めている
身体が切り裂かれ 痛みに消えていく
記憶も願いも
切なく色づき 左手に忘れられぬ傷
ボクハ パラノイア
繋がれた手足 隠された瞳の中に
思い出す あの面影は幻なのか
「全部捨ててしまえば楽になれるよ」
「痛みが快感に変わっていくよ」
手渡される 禁断の赤い実
自分らしさなんて わからなくて
過去に縛られ 繰り返す
時の過ちに気付かずに "あの実をください"
手に入れたいものを 掴めなくて
消えない傷を増やすだけ
気付いてしまった 見知らぬ世界に残された
ボクハ パラノイア
うなだれる首
聞こえない耳
叫べない喉
動けない足
これが現実か夢かわからない
でも君は確かに僕を見ていた
暗い闇の中で もがきながら
何度も自分を見つけてる
右手に残る赤い色 バラバラの蝶々
このまま眠らずに 歩き続ければ
いつかは辿り着ける？
行く手に 君の足跡が見える もう戻れない
ボクハパラノイア
自分の感情(キモチ)さえ見えない 目を背けてる
手のひらに包まれている蝶のように
飛びたくても飛べない翅が
「都合のいいように生きればいいよ」
「苦しいなんて言わせないから」
耳元で聞こえる誘惑
自由を求めては 辿り着けず
居場所のない現実に
思い通りにならない地図を眺めている
身体が切り裂かれ 痛みに消えていく
記憶も願いも
切なく色づき 左手に忘れられぬ傷
ボクハ パラノイア
繋がれた手足 隠された瞳の中に
思い出す あの面影は幻なのか
「全部捨ててしまえば楽になれるよ」
「痛みが快感に変わっていくよ」
手渡される 禁断の赤い実
自分らしさなんて わからなくて
過去に縛られ 繰り返す
時の過ちに気付かずに "あの実をください"
手に入れたいものを 掴めなくて
消えない傷を増やすだけ
気付いてしまった 見知らぬ世界に残された
ボクハ パラノイア
うなだれる首
聞こえない耳
叫べない喉
動けない足
これが現実か夢かわからない
でも君は確かに僕を見ていた
暗い闇の中で もがきながら
何度も自分を見つけてる
右手に残る赤い色 バラバラの蝶々
このまま眠らずに 歩き続ければ
いつかは辿り着ける？
行く手に 君の足跡が見える もう戻れない
ボクハパラノイア
English
Captured, my heart has nowhere to go, I can't move anymore
I can't even see my own feelings, I'm averting my eyes
Like the butterfly enclosed in the palm of my hand
Even if I want to fly, I can't, my wings are-
"You should just live conveniently"
"Because I won't let you say you're suffering"
I hear temptation whispering in my ear
I search for freedom but can't reach it
in a reality with no place for me
I'm staring at a map that won't go the way I want
My body is torn to pieces and vanishes in pain
along with my memories and hopes
It reddens with pain, the wound on my left hand I can't forget
I AM PARANOIA
My hands and feet are bound, inside of hidden eyes
I remember, is that visage an illusion?
"If you throw it all away, you can be at ease"
"The pain will become a pleasant feeling"
The forbidden red fruit is handed to me
I don't know what it's like to be myself
I'm bound up in the past repeating it
Without realizing the mistake of that time- "Give me the fruit of knowledge"1
I can't seize hold of what I want
only multiply my un-healing wounds
I've woken up to it, I've been left behind in an unfamiliar world
I AM PARANOIA
My head is hung
My ears cannot hear
My throat cannot scream
My feet cannot move
I don't know if this is real or a dream
But I am certain- you were looking at me
As I struggle in the pitch darkness
I'm finding myself over and over again
Remaining red in my right hand- a crushed butterfly
If I can keep on walking like this, never sleeping
will I finally get there someday?
I can see your footprints in the path ahead, I can't go back now
I AM PARANOIA
I can't even see my own feelings, I'm averting my eyes
Like the butterfly enclosed in the palm of my hand
Even if I want to fly, I can't, my wings are-
"You should just live conveniently"
"Because I won't let you say you're suffering"
I hear temptation whispering in my ear
I search for freedom but can't reach it
in a reality with no place for me
I'm staring at a map that won't go the way I want
My body is torn to pieces and vanishes in pain
along with my memories and hopes
It reddens with pain, the wound on my left hand I can't forget
I AM PARANOIA
My hands and feet are bound, inside of hidden eyes
I remember, is that visage an illusion?
"If you throw it all away, you can be at ease"
"The pain will become a pleasant feeling"
The forbidden red fruit is handed to me
I don't know what it's like to be myself
I'm bound up in the past repeating it
Without realizing the mistake of that time- "Give me the fruit of knowledge"1
I can't seize hold of what I want
only multiply my un-healing wounds
I've woken up to it, I've been left behind in an unfamiliar world
I AM PARANOIA
My head is hung
My ears cannot hear
My throat cannot scream
My feet cannot move
I don't know if this is real or a dream
But I am certain- you were looking at me
As I struggle in the pitch darkness
I'm finding myself over and over again
Remaining red in my right hand- a crushed butterfly
If I can keep on walking like this, never sleeping
will I finally get there someday?
I can see your footprints in the path ahead, I can't go back now
I AM PARANOIA
04.Paranoid Doll (Instrumental)
Label: avex trax
Catalog#: YICQ-10082[w/DVD]
Format: Single Limited Edition
Country: Japan
Released: 13 Jul 2011
Genre: Rock
Style: ---
TrackList
01.Episode.002.Paranoid Doll
03.Episode.0 (Instrumental)
04.Paranoid Doll (Instrumental)
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DVD - Episode.0 - MUSIC CLIP-