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2010-08-05

D'espairsRay - MONSTERS (初回限定盤)

Label: Delicious Deli Records
Catalog#: UICV-9010[DVD with]
Format: Album Limited Edition
Country: Japan
Released: 28 Jul 2010
Genre: Rock
Style: Major

TrackList
01.Human-clad monster
     Romaji
ubai atte kowashi atte kurutta oretachi wa
tsunagatte yurushi atte ai shi aeru no ka?

sude ni ai wa imi wo ushinatteru yume mo egakenai hodo

taiyou kakushi nomikomu ame
odore ikiru sekai de saa
minikusa de motto kegashitekure
iki mo dekinai hodo shizumete

eien wo negau naraba maku wo tojireba ii
itami wo shiru sore ga ikiru koto kanjirareru darou?

hitori arukeru to shitta fukai ibara no michi wo

toge ni mamirete saketa nodo de
utae yuganda sekai de saa
sora wo megaketa yubi no saki ni
karamu risou no tane wo himete

toberu hane wo motome kiza darakena kono ashi de
daichi wo kette ikita akashi wo konochi e kizamu nda
kireina hana wa kare REKUIEMU ni dakare
This world forgot me, with no way out

Farther away Further the pain
Finding something Feeling nothing

Erase the system
Erase the fear
Erase the control, fuck them
Erase the system
Erase the fear
Lose my way

yume ga kudakeru tabi kitto hito wa KOKORO miushinau
daremo ga sou nakushita itami sae kizukanai hodo ni kowareteiru no darou

taiyou kakushi nomikomu ame
odore ikiru sekai de saa
minikusa de motto kegashitekure
iki mo dekinai hodo shizumete
fukaku... fukaku...
hifu ni oowareta We're monsters
     Kanji
奪いあって壊しあって狂った俺たちは
繋がって許しあって 愛しあえるのか?

既に愛は意味を失ってる 夢も描けないほど

太陽隠し飲み込む雨
踊れ生きる世界でさあ
醜さでもっと汚してくれ
息も出来ないほど沈めて

永遠を願うならば幕を閉じればいい
痛みを知るそれが生きる事 感じられるだろう?

独り歩けると知った 深い茨の道を

棘に塗れて裂けた喉で
歌え歪んだ世界でさあ
空をめがけた指の先に
絡む理想の種を秘めて

飛べる羽を求め 傷だらけなこの足で
大地を蹴って生きた証をこの地へ刻むんだ
奇麗な花は枯れ レクイエムに抱かれ
This world forgot me, with no way out

Farther away Further the pain
Finding something Feeling nothing

Erase the system
Erase the fear
Erase the control, fuck them
Erase the system
Erase the fear
Lose my way

夢が砕けるたびきっと人はココロ見失う
誰もがそう無くした痛みさえ気付かない程に壊れているのだろう

太陽隠し飲み込む雨
踊れ生きる世界でさあ
醜さでもっと汚してくれ
息も出来ないほど沈めて
深く..深く…
皮膚に覆われたWe're monsters!
     English
We are scrambling and breaking each other, we've gone crazy
Connected together, we're forgiving, but can we love each other?

The love has already lost its meaning, we can't even imagine our dreams

Rain swallows everything, the sun is hidden by it
Come on, let's dance in this world, in which we live
We are soiled more and more by the ugliness
We can't even breath while sinking into it

If you're hoping for the eternity, you can close the curtains already
Living is knowing the pain; do you feel it?

I knew I can walk the thorny path by myself

My split throat is covered with thorns
Come on, let's sing in this distorted world
Our fingers are pointing at the sky
and in front of them, there are hidden the seeds of entwined ideals

We want to have wings, so we can fly; with our legs full of wounds
we kick the ground, we carve the proof of our lives in that ground
The beautiful flower embraced by reqiuem withers
This world forgot me, with no way out

Farther away Further the pain
Finding something Feeling nothing

Erase the system
Erase the fear
Erase the control, fuck them
Erase the system
Erase the fear
Lose my way

Everytime the dream crumbles, people lose the sight of their HEARTS
Everyone breaks down then without even noticing that they got rid of their pain that way

Rain swallows everything, the sun is hidden by it
Come on, let's dance in this world, in which we live
We are soiled more and more by the ugliness
We can't even breath while sinking into it
Deep... Deep...
We're human-clad monsters!
02.DEATH POINT
     English
All these rules, who decided?
Turn the whole world against me?
Maybe, but not here

[Hey you, listen up]

You can't buy more time and so
Why live [why live] with hands bound tightly?
Cut the ropes and live free

[Take the dive]

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're shallow, slowly dying

Death point...

Humans want, it's what we do
Anything to snag the prize
How far will you go?

[Can you hear me now?]

Some things you should never trade
Can you [can you] really sell your soul?
I would sooner die

[As for you]

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help,
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're shallow, slowly dying

Death point...

Do not just ask for help
But fight for yourself

Choose if you will follow
Your own path
Welcome to death point

Don't you ask for help,
Stand, fight for yourself

With a life not your own, you're up next, soon to follow

[Stand by yourself]

Only two ways to go, live your life or die trying

Death point...
03.13 -Thirteen-
     Romaji
kanki no koe wo age mezame yo saa toki wa kita
13-thirteen- wo tsugeru hari oto... kodou ga hibiku

Freedom is one
Fight away
See the future
In your hands

koe wo takaraka ni age
kirisake ubugoe no DAGAA
hanki no kaze wo matoe
butai-stage- no maku wa aita

Thirteen lives
But one grave

kiseki wo uri sabaku soitsu wa usotsuki no MAZAA
zetsubou ni yurayura yureru KOKORO wo kurau

We can't take more
Twisted scales
We can create
Brand new world

koe wo takaraka ni age
kirisake ubugoe no DAGAA
hanki no kaze wo matoe
butai-stage- no maku wa aita sen no hi wo tomose

mujouna hakidame no naka
rekishi wo tsukuridasu Colors
hokori takaku kazase
warera utau toki wa kita

Thirteen lives
But one grave
     Kanji
歓喜の声を挙げ 目醒めよさぁ時は来た
13-thirteen-を告げる針音...鼓動が響く

Freedom is one
Fight away
See the future
ln your hands

声を高らかに挙げ
切り裂け産声のダガー
反旗の風を纏え
舞台-stage-の幕は開いた

Thirteen lives
But one grave

奇跡を売りさばく そいつは嘘つきのマザー
絶望にゆらゆら揺れるココロを喰らう

We can't take more
Twisted scales
We can create
Brand new world

声を高らかに挙げ
切り裂け産声のダガー
反旗の風を纏え
舞台-stage-の幕は開いた 千の火を灯せ

無情な掃き溜めの中
歴史を創り出すColors
誇り高く翳せ
我等歌う時は来た

Thirteen lives
But one grave
     English
Let's raise the voice of a great joy, wake up, the time has come
The sound of the clock's hand informs us about the thirteen... The heartbeats resound

Freedom is one
Fight away
See the future
In your hands

Raise your voice loudly
Tear with the dagger of the first cry in your life
Clad yourself in the wind of the revolt's standard
The stage's curtain is raised

Thirteen lives
But one grave

The one selling the miracles, he's the mother of all the liars
He eats the HEARTS which sway from side to side in despair

We can't take more
Twisted scales
We can create
Brand new world

Raise your voice loudly
Tear with the dagger of the first cry in your life
Clad yourself in the wind of the revolt's standard
The stage's curtain is raised, light thousands of the flames

Inside the ruthless rubbish heap
there are colors that create the history
Let's raise them proudly above our heads
The time for us to sing has come

Thirteen lives
But one grave
04.Love is dead
     Romaji
         Kirameku ryuusei negai no ROULETTE
Kami no mizo shiru yuuwaku no MAGIC
Mabushisa ni ikareru Mental games...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
so far...

Kokyuu tomete karameru FLAVOR
Matataki de kuruwaseru LOVER
Hamatteiku MOOD wa TRAP

Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
Saachiraito teraseru ai de
Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
Shigekiteki na saburiminaru

Genkai sunzen no mojuuryoku DIVE
Toumei na hare* habatakase FALL
Kimi no HEAVEN de odoriakasou
You just steal my heart

Makkura na jidai no naka de mienakatta mono
Hitosuki no hikari ga koboreterashita
Kizuiteita kono te ni wa mou nanimonai koto wo
Ima wa tada subete wo wasureodorou ... Yeah!

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance! (3x)
lalalala... Love is dead...

Genkai sunzen no mojuuryoku DIVE
Toumei na hare* habatakase FALL
Kimi no HEAVEN de odoriakasou
You just steal my heart

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down...

Love is dead...
     Kanji
         煌めく流星 願いのROULETTE
神のみぞ知る誘惑のMAGIC
眩しさにイカレる Mental games...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
so far...

呼吸止めて 絡めるFLAVOR
瞬きで狂わせるLOVER
ハマっていく MOODはTRAP

Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
サーチライト照らせぬ愛で
Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
刺激的なサブルミナル

限界寸前の無重力DIVE
透明な翼* 羽撃かせFALL  
君のHEAVENで 踊り明かそう
You just steal my heart...

真っ暗な時代の中で見えなかったモノ
一筋の光が零れ照らした
気付いていた この手にはもう何もない事を
今はただ全てを忘れ踊ろう...Yeah!

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance! (3x)
lalalala... Love is dead...

限界寸前の無重力DIVE
透明な翼* 羽撃かせFALL  
君のHEAVENで 踊り明かそう
You just steal my heart...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down...

Love is dead...
     English
         A glittering meteor, ROULETTE of wishes,
The MAGIC of temptation only god knows,
Infatuated by the brilliance Mental games…

lalala…Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
so far…

The FLAVOR entangles you, takes your breath away,
A LOVER who drives you crazy with a wink,
The MOOD you’re getting into is a TRAP

Once…INFECTION Twice…ADDICTION
From a love you can’t shine a searchlight on
Once…INFECTION Twice…ADDICTION
subliminal stimulation

A weightless DIVE from the verge of my limits,
I flap transparent wings and FALL
Let’s dance all night in your HEAVEN
You just steal my heart…

The THINGS I couldn’t see during that time of total darkness,
A single shaft of light spilled forth
and I realized what was no longer in these hands,
Now I’ll just forget everything and dance…Yeah!

lalala… Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down Dance!

A weightless DIVE from the verge of my limits,
I flap transparent wings and FALL
Let’s dance all night in your HEAVEN
You just steal my heart…

lalala… Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down

Love is dead…
05.DEVILS' PARADE
     Romaji
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" shuzoku koete fushigina oto wo hikitsurete
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" kami mo tsuzuke tobikome saa why not take a chance?

atama yusaberu "DEVIL" wake it up!
NOIZU odoru WANDAARANDO e drown
futtou suru taion kyouumei suru
komaku tsukiyabure loud speaker!

hoero sound waves unare sound waves
mujakina oto de saa gimme some noise
hoero sound waves unare sound waves
KIMI wo kasanero tell me now...

muhou no onkai de abaredasu town
kimi no heya wo PAREEDO suru tribe
RIZUMU ni NOtte ride the sound
everybody mazarou ze come on! Let's go!

hoero sound waves unare sound waves
omou ga mama ni sou gimme some noise
hoero sound waves unare sound waves
KIMI wo kanadero tell me now...

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" shuzoku koete fushigina oto wo hikitsurete
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" kami mo tsuzuke tobikome saa odorimashou
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" KIMI no machi de AI KOTOBA wo hibikasete

Join the parade come out!
"C'mon! C'mon everybody! jump! jump! ready go!"
Don't be left out in the cold alone
"C'mon! C'mon everybody! jump! jump! ready go!"

Just say the word

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa"
A devil in your head too…
But you are not alone "DEVILS' PARADE"

Why not take a chance?

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" shuzoku koete fushigina oto wo hikitsurete
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" kami mo tsuzuke tobikome saa odorimashou
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" KIMI no machi de AI KOTOBA wo hibikasete
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" tomo ni sakebe saihate e ikou why not take a chance?

Why not take a chance?
One part of a chain...
     Kanji
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 種族越えて不思議な音を引き連れて
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 神も続け飛び込めさあ why not take a chance?

頭揺さぶる"DEVIL" wake it up!
ノイズ踊るワンダーランドへdrown
沸 騰する体温 共鳴するpulse
鼓膜突き破れloud speaker!

吼えろsound waves  唸れsound waves
無邪気な音でさあgimme some noise
吼えろsound waves  唸れsound waves
キミ を重ねろtell me now…

無法の音階で暴れ出すtown
君の部屋をパレードするtribe
リズムにノって ride the sound
everybody混ざろうぜ come on! Let's go!

吼えろsound waves  唸れsound waves
思うがままにそうgimme some noise
吼えろsound waves  唸れsound waves
キミを奏でろtell me now…

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 種族越えて不思議な音を 引き連れて
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 神も続け飛び込めさあ 踊りましょう
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" キミの街でアイコ トバを響かせて

Join the parade come out!
"C'mon! C'mon everybody! jump! jump! ready go!"
Don't be left out in the cold alone
"C'mon! C'mon everybody! jump! jump! ready go!"

Just say the word

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa"
A devil in your head too…
But you are not alone "DEVILS' PARADE"

Why not take a chance?

"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 種族越えて不思議な音を引き連れて
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa"  神も続け飛び込めさあ 踊りましょう
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" キミの街でアイコトバを響かせて
"NaNaReMiLaMiNa" 共に叫べ最果てへ行こうwhy not take a chance?

Why not take a chance?
One part of a chain…
     English
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06.dope
     Romaji
Monday nari yamanai kyuukai no kane no oto
seija no koushin de atama uchinukarete
Tuesday taiyou ga kuroku somatte yuku
hora me no mae wa akui no sekai natural dope
Wednesday ki ga fureta KARISUMA odori utau
aka iro wo shita POROPORO na SUUTSU de
Thursday SUPIIKAA ni tamashii no hi wo sosogu
kanaderu RABU SONGU soko ga ibasho da to omotteta oborete iku...

mahi suru itami afureru kanjou wo osaekami genjitsu kara me wo somuketeiku
mou subete wo hakidashite hitori nanimo nai munashii fukami e mind trip!!

akuma no WARUTSU de 123 fushoku suru made count down! count down!
tsuki made noboru 123 Let go, sink down!

Friday kimi to deau kamisama no sukui ka?
Saturday me wo tojite korogaru unmei no DICE
Sunday kairaku no adeyakana HAAMONII
kuroi katamari ga tokedashiteku natural dope

tachikiru omoi tenbin ni kakete kutsuu no omosa to kurabeta

kimi to miru sekai wa nani iro ni mo irodorarete
ai suru koto de fureta kokoro motomeru basho

zetsubou no hate de kimi wo ukabe kanashimi wo kurikaesu stopstopstop...

mahi suru itami afureru kanjou wo osaekami genjitsu kara me wo somuketeiku
mou subete wo hakidashite hitori nanimo nai munashii RIARU e twice dead
     Kanji
Monday 鳴り止まない  教会の鐘の音
聖者の行進で  頭撃ち抜かれて
Tuesday 太陽が  黒く染まってゆく
ほら目の前は  悪意の世界 natural dope
Wednesday  気が触れた  カリマス踊り歌う
赤色をした  ボロボロなスーツで
Thursday  スピーカーに  魂の火を注ぐ
奏でるラブソング  そこが居場所だと思ってた 溺れて行く...

麻痺する痛み 溢れる感情を押さえ込み 現実から目を背けていく
も うすべてを 吐き出して独り  何も無い虚しい深みへmind trip!!

悪魔のワルツで 123  腐食するまでcount down! count down!
月まで昇る  123  Let go, sink down!

Friday  君と出逢う  神様の救いか?
Saturday  目を閉じて  転がる運命のDICE
Sunday  快楽の  艶やかなハーモニー
黒い塊が  溶け出してく natural dope

断ち切る想 い 天秤にかけて 苦痛の重さと 比べた

君と見る世界は  何色にも彩られて
愛する事で触れた 心求める場所

絶 望の果てで君を 浮かべ悲しみを繰り返す stopstopstop...

麻痺する痛み 溢れる感情を押さえ込み 現実から目を背けてい く
もうすべてを 吐き出して独り  何も無い虚しいリアルへ twice dead
     English
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07.FALLING
     Romaji
mabushisa ni mabuta shizuka ni tozasu
ano hi no kimi ga futo waratta
osaeteta kanashimi ga afuredasu
kako wo azayaka ni iroduketa

nagareru kisetsu wo kodoku ni kakenuketa
kaereba mata kimi wo omou kara...

memagurushii hibi wo kurikaeshita
nemurezu asu wo mata mukaete
junsuisa wo kegashiteku sora no shita
negatteru... "kimi dake wa kimi no mama"

nagareru kisetsu wo kodoku ni kakenuketa
egaita yume wa mada tookute still now
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
setsunai hodo...
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
kanjiteru this pain

You think I do not care
but you do not know my mind...

nagareru kisetsu wo kodoku ni kakenuketa
kokoro ni kimi no kage nokoshite still now
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
kanashii hodo...
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
kanjiteru this pain
     Kanji
眩しさに瞼 静かに閉ざす
あの日の君がふと笑った
抑えてた悲しみが溢れ出す
過去を鮮やかに色付けた

流れる季節を孤独に駆け抜けた
返ればまた君を憶うから...

めまぐるしい日々を繰り返した
眠れず明日をまた迎えて
純粋さを汚してく空の下
願ってる..."君だけは君のまま"

流れる季節を孤独に駆け抜けた
描いた夢はまだ遠くてstill now
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
切ない程...
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
感じてるthis pain

You think I do not care
but you do not know my mind...

流れる季節を孤独に駆け抜けた
心に君の影残してstill now
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
悲しい程...
[falling out calling out falling down to that place]
感じてるthis pain
     English
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08.PROGRESS
     Romaji
kimi wo shibatteru kusari wo tachikitte
tsuredashite ageyou mada minu keshiki e to...

hikari masu hodo ni iro ochiyuku kage
osoreru koto wa nai soitsu mo omae darou?

shizunda gensou keshite tsukuridaseba ii

tozashita kokoro yaburi umare kaware ima
nakusu mono nai to shitteru hazu sa

ueta toki no naka ore mo kuruisou
kuzurete sakendemo kaerarenu koto shitteru

negai no honou wa keshite tayase wa shinai

mirai wa kitto saketa mugen no michi wo
arukidasu koto de kaete ikeru sa

Just break down the gate
Move on, Move strong, Don't stop for any one

ima wa sorezore no michi wo arukidasu
itsuka aeru koto shinjite iyou...

tozashita kokoro yaburi umare kaware ima
nakusu mono nai to shitteru hazu sa
ugokihajimeta sekai oretachi no STORY
itsuka kono basho de...

Move on
If you just move on
You can change
     Kanji
君を縛ってる鎖を断ち切って
連れ出してあげよう まだ見ぬ景色へと...

光増す程に色堕ちゆく影
怖れる事は無い そいつもお前だろう?

沈んだ幻想消して創り出せばいい

閉ざした心破り生まれ変われ今
失くす物無いと知ってるはずさ

飢えた時の中 俺も狂いそう
崩れて叫んでも変えられぬ事知ってる

願いの炎は決して絶やせはしない

未来はきっと裂けた無限の道を
歩き出す事で変えていけるさ

Just break down the gate
Move on, Move strong, Don't stop for any one

今はそれぞれの道を歩き出す
いつか会える事信じていよう...

閉ざした心破り生まれ変われ今
失くす物無いと知ってるはずさ
動き始めた世界 俺達のSTORY
いつかこの場所で..

Move on
If you just move on
You can change
     English
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09.Final Call
     Romaji
         Final Call
Can't heal, nobody knows
Karameau no kioku no flash back

Can't heal, nobody knows
Yakitsuku kimi no me ga, kienai

Dare yori ima sono te ni
Furetai..
(Shut down, shut down)

Kowareru kurai ni
Dakishimete honey
Nando mo yobikakeru (fade out)
Why can't you love me baby ?
Nemurarenai ai
Kimi dake ni todokanai (fade out)
I'm ghost..

Sad fate, heaven knows
Taemanaku sasaru headache

Sad fate, heaven knows
Saigo no nukumori ga kienai

Hitomi de ima I want you to
Read my heart...
(Shut down, shut down)

Hageshiku motome nomiho shitekure
Katsubou no final call (fade out)
Midareta karada sono subete wo
Ima ore ni kurenai ka ? (fade out)
As if I was a ghost

Nidoto kanawanai omoi demo
Kimi ga subete dakara...
(Shut down, shut down, shut down)

Kowareru kurai ni, dakishimete honey
Nandomo yobikakeru (fade out)
Why can't you love me baby ?
Nemurarenai ai
Kimi dake wo hoshigaru (fade out)
As if I was a ghost
     Kanji
         FINAL CALL

Can't heal. Nobody knows...
絡め合う記憶のFlash back
Can't heal. Nobody knows...
焼き付く君の目が消えない

誰より今その手に触れたい

壊れる位に抱きしめてHoney
何度も呼びかける [fade out]
Why can't you love me? baby 眠られない愛
君だけに届かないI'm ghost

Sad fate. Heaven knows...
絶え間無く刺さるheadache
Sad fate. Heaven knows...
最後の温もりが消えない

瞳で今 I want you to read my heart...

激しく求め飲み干してくれ
渇望のFinal call... [fade out...]
淫れた体その全てを
今俺にくれないか? As if... I was a ghost

二度と叶わない想いでも 君が全てだだから。。。

壊れる位に抱きしめてHoney
何度も呼びかける [fade out]
Why can't you love me? baby 眠られない愛
君だけを欲しがる As if... I was a ghost
     English
         Can’t heal. Nobody knows…
Flash back of memories of entwining together
Can’t heal. Nobody knows…
Your scorching eyes won’t fade away

Now more than anyone I want to touch that hand

Hold me so tight I break, Honey
I call out to you over and over again [fade out]
Why can’t you love me? baby A sleepless love
You’re the only one it doesn’t reach I’m ghost

Sad fate. Heaven knows…
A piercing headache without pause
Sad fate. Heaven knows…
The last warmth won’t fade away

Now in my eyes, I want you to read my heart…

Fiercely desire and drink me up!
The craving’s Final call… [fade out...]
That indulged in body, everything
Won’t you give it to me now? As if… I was a ghost

Even if these feelings will never again be answered,
because you are everything…

Hold me so tight I break, Honey
I call out to you over and over again [fade out]
Why can’t you love me? baby A sleepless love
I want only you As if… I was a ghost
10.abyss
     Romaji
sotto yumemiru fukai umi de
zutto yamanai koe ni dakare
awa no you ni ukabu omoi
kimi wo utsushi barabara ni chirabatta

utsuri yuku toki ni kimi wo ukabe
boku wa hitorikiri fukaku aoi umi ni dakare yume wo miru

kitto... modorenu koi to shitte
kono kokoro wa kogoeta mama
koe ni daseba togiresouna
negai komete... kimi wo matsu yoake

dakishimetai no ni furetai no ni
boku no todokanai basho de kimi wa naite iru no?
soredemo ashita wa kimi no tame ni
sotto sashinoberu... kibou to iu na no hikari wo miseru darou

afureru namida wa kaze ga kakikeshite
kanashimi made mo sarau...

subarashiki sekai e... kimi no moto e...
sotto yasuragi ni michita shiawase ga furu you ni
negai yo habatake umi wo koete
boku wa itsumademo fukaku aoi umi ni dakare yume wo miru
     Kanji
そっと夢見る深い海で
ずっと止まない声に抱かれ
泡のように浮かぶ想い
君を映し ばらばらに散らばった

映りゆく時 に君を浮かべ
僕は独りきり深く碧い海に抱かれ夢を見る

きっと…戻れぬ恋と知って
この心は凍えたまま
声に出せば途 切れそうな
願い込めて…君を待つ夜明け

抱きしめたいのに 触れたいのに
僕の届かない場所で君は泣いているの?
そ れでも明日は君の為に
そっと差し伸べる…希望と言う名の光を見せるだろう

溢れる涙は風が掻き消して
悲しみまでも攫う…

素 晴らしき世界へ…君のもとへ…
そっと安らぎに満ちた 幸せが降るように
願いよ羽ばたけ海を越えて
僕はいつまでも深く碧い海に抱か れ夢を見る
     English
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DVD - DEATH POINT -MUSIC VIDEO-
DVD - Making of DEATH POINT

D'espairsRay - MONSTERS (通常盤)

Label: Delicious Deli Records
Catalog#: UICV-1005
Format: Album
Country: Japan
Released: 28 Jul 2010
Genre: Rock
Style: Major

TrackList
01.Human-clad monster
02.DEATH POINT
03.13 -Thirteen-
04.LOVE IS DEAD
05.DEVILS' PARADE
06.dope
07.FALLING
08.PROGRESS
09.FINAL CALL
10.abyss
2010-04-21

D'espairsRay - LOVE IS DEAD (通常盤)

Label: Delicious Deli Records
Catalog#: UICV-5008
Format: Single
Country: Japan
Released: 14 Apr 2010
Genre: Rock
Style: Major

TrackList
01.Love is dead
     Romaji
         Kirameku ryuusei negai no ROULETTE
Kami no mizo shiru yuuwaku no MAGIC
Mabushisa ni ikareru Mental games...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
so far...

Kokyuu tomete karameru FLAVOR
Matataki de kuruwaseru LOVER
Hamatteiku MOOD wa TRAP

Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
Saachiraito teraseru ai de
Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
Shigekiteki na saburiminaru

Genkai sunzen no mojuuryoku DIVE
Toumei na hare* habatakase FALL
Kimi no HEAVEN de odoriakasou
You just steal my heart

Makkura na jidai no naka de mienakatta mono
Hitosuki no hikari ga koboreterashita
Kizuiteita kono te ni wa mou nanimonai koto wo
Ima wa tada subete wo wasureodorou ... Yeah!

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance! (3x)
lalalala... Love is dead...

Genkai sunzen no mojuuryoku DIVE
Toumei na hare* habatakase FALL
Kimi no HEAVEN de odoriakasou
You just steal my heart

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down...

Love is dead...
     Kanji
         煌めく流星 願いのROULETTE
神のみぞ知る誘惑のMAGIC
眩しさにイカレる Mental games...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
so far...

呼吸止めて 絡めるFLAVOR
瞬きで狂わせるLOVER
ハマっていく MOODはTRAP

Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
サーチライト照らせぬ愛で
Once...INFECTION Twice...ADDICTION
刺激的なサブルミナル

限界寸前の無重力DIVE
透明な翼* 羽撃かせFALL  
君のHEAVENで 踊り明かそう
You just steal my heart...

真っ暗な時代の中で見えなかったモノ
一筋の光が零れ照らした
気付いていた この手にはもう何もない事を
今はただ全てを忘れ踊ろう...Yeah!

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance! (3x)
lalalala... Love is dead...

限界寸前の無重力DIVE
透明な翼* 羽撃かせFALL  
君のHEAVENで 踊り明かそう
You just steal my heart...

lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
lalalala... Love is dead...
Rip it up Break it down...

Love is dead...
     English
         A glittering meteor, ROULETTE of wishes,
The MAGIC of temptation only god knows,
Infatuated by the brilliance Mental games…

lalala…Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down Dance!
so far…

The FLAVOR entangles you, takes your breath away,
A LOVER who drives you crazy with a wink,
The MOOD you’re getting into is a TRAP

Once…INFECTION Twice…ADDICTION
From a love you can’t shine a searchlight on
Once…INFECTION Twice…ADDICTION
subliminal stimulation

A weightless DIVE from the verge of my limits,
I flap transparent wings and FALL
Let’s dance all night in your HEAVEN
You just steal my heart…

The THINGS I couldn’t see during that time of total darkness,
A single shaft of light spilled forth
and I realized what was no longer in these hands,
Now I’ll just forget everything and dance…Yeah!

lalala… Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down Dance!

A weightless DIVE from the verge of my limits,
I flap transparent wings and FALL
Let’s dance all night in your HEAVEN
You just steal my heart…

lalala… Love is dead…
Rip it up Break it down

Love is dead…
02.WEDICIИE
     Romaji
         VIRUS karami tsui ta your eyes
kansen shiteiku nou wa deep sea
mita sarenai kanjou ga egaki dasu chain
kun no biyaku ni obore tai

You are my an:ti medicine...
konton no riron sa insane... abare hajime ru neuron
You are my an:ti medicine...
kakusei sareta monsutaa risei kami chigirumade countdown...
I feel the burn out!

VIRUS moujuu no liberty
hoshi garu rasen no idenshi
namamekashii sennou to taiwai no brain
kindannokajitsu ni obore ta

You are my an:ti medicine...
kontorooru funou sa decay... kuzure teku ego ideal
You are my an:ti medicine...
doukou mau batafurai bisei tobikau jisei explode
I feel the burn out!

You are my an:ti medicine...
konton no riron sa insane... abare hajime ru neuron
You are my an:ti medicine...
kakusei sareta monsutaa risei kami chigirumade countdown...

You are my an:ti medicine...
You are my an:ti medicine...
I feel the burn out!
     Kanji
         VIRUS(ウィルス) 絡み付いたyour eyes
感染していく脳はdeep sea
満たされない感情が描き出すchain
君の媚薬に溺れたい

You are my an:ti medicine...
混沌の理論さ insane...暴れ始めるneuron
You are my an:ti medicine...
覚醒されたモンスター 理性噛みちぎるまでcountdown...
I feel the burn out!

VIRUS(ウィルス) 猛獣のliberty
欲しがる螺旋の遺伝子
艶かしい洗脳と退廃のbrain
禁断の果実に溺れた

You are my an:ti medicine...
コントロール不能さ decay...崩れてくego ideal
You are my an:ti medicine...
瞳孔舞うバタフライ 美声飛び交う自制explode
I feel the burn out!

You are my an:ti medicine...
混沌の理論さ insane...暴れ始めるneuron
You are my an:ti medicine...
覚醒されたモンスター 理性噛みちぎるまでcountdown...

You are my an:ti medicine...
You are my an:ti medicine...
I feel the burn out!
     English
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03.Crossed arrows
     Romaji
         CROSSED ARROWS
Nami ga nomikomu
CROSSED ARROWS
Kuraku shizunda
Kobune no you ni

"Namida no mukou e
Hikari wa mata sashikomu no ka ? "

Todokanai sorrowful cry...
Kasanari aenu iro ayamachi wo
Kazoe nemurenai akumu[1]

CROSSED ARROWS
Rekishi wo koete
CROSSED ARROWS
Wasure sarareta
Kanashimi no uta

"Orokana chi wa
Ikudo to naku nagareru no ka ? "

Yagate kuru In the end...
Anata e no omoi wo maiagaru hana e...
Hitohira no negai

Bright and clear...
The dream of all dreams...
Why do humans war ?
To save the things they love ?
When will it all end ? Once more...
Why do humans war ?
To save the things you crave ?
When will it all end ?
Blood will flow...

Moe agaru Promised land...
Nagare yuku inochi to
Kana no sora wo someta ikusen no chikai
Fleeting love... Nagasarete...
Fleeting love... Kaze ni kieta koi...

[1] Chanté "yume"
     Kanji
         CROSSED ARROWS
波が飲みこむ
CROSSED ARROWS
暗く沈んだ小船の様に

「涙の向こうへ光はまた射しこむのか?」

届かないSorrowful cry…
重なり合えぬ色 過ちを数え限らない悪夢

CROSSED ARROWS
歴史を超えて
CROSSED ARROWS
忘れ去られた悲しみの時

「愚かな血は幾度となく流れるのか?」

やがて来るIn the end…
貴方への想いを舞い上がる花へ…ひとひらの願い

Bright and clear…
The dream of all dreams…
Why do humans war? To save the things they love?
When will it all end? Once more…
Why do humans war? To save the things you crave?
When will it all end? Blood will flow…

燃え上がるPromised land…
流れゆく命と彼方の空を染めた幾千の誓い
Fleeting love…流されて
Fleeting love…風に消えた恋…
     English
         CROSSED ARROWS
The waves swallow up
CROSSED ARROWS
Darkly sinking like a small boat

“Will light once again shine through from beyond the tears?”

A Sorrowful cry that doesn’t reach…
Colors that can’t overlap, a nightmare of innumerable mistakes

CROSSED ARROWS
Transcending history
CROSSED ARROWS
Sorrowful times forgotten completely

“Will foolish blood flow countless times?”

Before long it will come, In the end…
A single petal of a wish…my feelings for you in the whirling flowers

Bright and clear…
The dream of all dreams…
Why do humans war? To save the things they love?
When will it all end? Once more…
Why do humans war? To save the things you crave?
When will it all end? Blood will flow…

Promised land going up in flames…
Life flowing away and the thousands of oaths that dyed your sky,
Fleeting love…drains away
Fleeting love…love that vanished in the wind

D'espairsRay - LOVE IS DEAD (初回限定盤)

Label: Delicious Deli Records
Catalog#: UICV-9008[DVD with]
Format: Single limited edition
Country: Japan
Released: 14 Apr 2010
Genre: Rock
Style: Major

TrackList
01.Love is dead
02.Crossed arrows
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DVD - LOVE IS DEAD -MUSIC VIDEO-
2010-02-23

D'espairsRay - Born

Label: MANIAC records - distribued by Universal
Catalog#: UMCE-8201
Format: Mini-Album
Country: Japan
Released: 21 Jul 2004
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial

TrackList
01.Born
     Romaji
         BORN
Lyrics: Hizumi;
Music: Karyu

why... Life...
fukai na koe to nozomi mo shinai fujiyuu ni tsunagarete
why... Die...
yami ga nomikomi kankaku wo suteteshimaeba mitasareru

ikiru muimi sa mo wasurerarenu tsuzujoku no hibi mo
keshite shimaitai... yowasa to tomo ni... "hibike..."

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
tadare ochiteku gisei
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life...
akkashiteiku kuchibiru wo kamu iradachi wa hifu wo saki
why... Die...
takanaru kodou tomeru sube naku nijimidasu ken'okan

fukai rengoku e fumidasezu ni furuedasu kata ga
ikiru kentai wo irokoku someru "hibike..."

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
hai to kakeshita yowasa de
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.
koe wo takaku hibikase
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

"ikiru imi nado wa nai" sou kuchizusamu kimi
dokoka de mata sagashite wa toware...
tozasareta shin'en ni hikari ga sasu koto mo nakute
You are another gazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
nanimo osore wa shinai
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.
kimi ni afuredasu ai
All you have to do it just follow me
Last words for you... worry same the scars...
     Kanji
         why... Life... 不快な声と望みもしない不自由に繋がれて
why... Die...  闇が飲み込み感覚を捨ててしまえば満たされる

生きる無意味さも忘れられぬ屈辱の日々も
消してしまいたい... 弱さと共にdie away...
I want to broke mind... I was born again. 爛れ落ちてく
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life... 悪化していく唇を噛む苛立ちは皮膚を裂き
why... Die...  高鳴る鼓動止める術無く滲み出す嫌悪感 
深い溜息と踏み出せずに震えだす肩を
痛む爪痕がその苦しみに委ね 
I want to broke mind... I was born again. 灰と化した弱さで 
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
Something broke and you were born again. 声を高く響かせ
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

「生きる意味などは無い」そう口ずさむ君 どこかでまた探しては捕われ.
閉ざされた深淵に光が射す事も無くて
You are another gazing at die...
I want to broke mind... I was born again. 何も恐れはしない 
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.
君に溢れ出す愛 
All you have to do it just follow me
Last waords for you... worry same the scars...
     English
         BORN

why... Life...
the unpleasant voice and desire are
also connected to the restricting disability
why... Die...
if those sensations that are swallowed up
by darkness are abandoned, it's satisfying

The meaninglessness of living, and that forgotten day of disgrace
I want to erase them all... along with weakness...
"resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
A sacrifice that fell to festering
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

why... Life...
I bite at my deteriorating lips, the irritation splits the skin
why... Die...
no way to stop the throbbing pulsations, oozing loathsome feelings

Without having stepped into the deep purgatory,
my shoulders are shaking
The ennui of living is pronouncedly coloured
"resound"

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
Weakness turned to ash
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.
Voices loudly resound
All you have to do it just follow me
welcome to... nothing to worry about...

"There's no meaning of living and such" so you hum
somewhere you still search, you've been captured...
Impossible to shoot light into the closed abyss
You are another gazing at die...

I want to broke mind... I was born again.
I am afraid of nothing
I let it all out... it all over again...
welcome to... nothing to worry about...
I want to broke mind... You are born again.
My love overflowing to you
All you have to do it just follow me
Last words for you... worry same the scars...
02.Marry Of The Blood
     Romaji
         Marry of the blood

Lyrics: Hizumi; Music: Karyu

I am beautiful creature
tsukiakari ga terasu yuubi na silhouette
kannou to kairaku de somatta kono chi to bloody eyes
[un]beautiful creature
shitataru kanjou ga afure... be almost drowned
haitoku de aru ga yue ni nozomu junketsu no chi wo

eien no inochi(1) ga motarashita kodoku ni
uchihishigarenagara ikitsuzuketeiku no darou

Neo rebirth... saikai no toki wo machiwabite
This time government(2)... itoshiki mono no chi wo sagasu

[un]beautiful creature
"suukou na kokoro to kokoro no DANSU" wo
noukou na chi to chi ga mazariau miwaku no baptism

kodou wo taka burase kage wa yami ni hisome
tarenagashi no yokujou honnou ga kimi wo motomeru

Neo rebirth... saiai no kimi wo kono doku kiba de
This time government(2).... michizure ni kindan no ryouiki e

Neo rebirth... saiai no kimi wo kono doku kiba de
This time government(2).... michiZURE ni kairaku ni obore
Brand new gate... Give you Valentine's name and Qeeen(3)...
Bloodymarry done... kono shunkan ni shukuhai no gi wo...


(1) written "seimei", both mean "life".
(2) In the BORN version, this English line is sung as "this time, fallen day". Otherwise both versions of the song are the same.
(3) sic.

The BORN booklet I have came with English lyrics for this song. The original Japanese came with the MaVERiCK booklet only,
although Hizumi sings nearly identical Japanese lyrics in both versions of the song. My translation is done quite separately from the
released BORN English lyrics.
     Kanji
         Marry of the blood

I am beautiful creature
月明かりが照らす優美なsilhouette
官能と快楽で染まったこの血とbloody eyes
[un]beautiful creature
滴る感情が溢れ...be almost drowned
背徳であるが故に望む 純潔の血を

永遠の生命がもたらした孤独に
打ちひしがれながら生き続けていくのだろう

Neo rebirth...再会の時を待ちわびて
This time goverment...愛しき者の血を探す

[un]beautiful creature
"崇高な心と心のダンス"を
濃厚な血と血が混ざりあう魅惑のbaptism

鼓動を昂ぶらせ影を闇に潜め
垂れ流しの欲情 本能が君を求める

Neo rebirth...最愛の君をこの毒牙で
This time goverment...道連れに禁断の領域へ

Neo rebirth...最逢いの君をこの毒牙で
This time goverment...未知ヅレに快楽に溺れ
Brand new gate...Give you Valentine's name and Qeeen...
Bloodymarry done...この瞬間に祝杯の儀を
     English
         Marry of the blood

I am beautiful creature
The moonlight shines on my graceful silhouette
My senses and my pleasures stain my blood and these bloody eyes
[un]beautiful creature
My trickling emotions overflow... be almost drowned
As I'm all corrupted, I desire your chaste blood

This immortality brings about only loneliness
And while I'm battered with suffering, I suppose I continue existing

Neo rebirth... I impatiently wait for the time of our reunion
This time government... I search for the blood of my beloved one

[un]beautiful creature
"The dance of the supreme heart with the heart"
The thick blood contaminates the blood, a captivating baptism

I conceal in the darkness my pulsating aroused shadow
Incontinent in my sexual passion, my instincts beg you

Neo rebirth... My poison fang into my most beloved you
This time government... You're my fellow traveler to that forbidden territory

Neo rebirth... My poison fang into my reunited you
This time government... drown in the unknown and the pleasures
Brand new gate... Give you Valentine's name and Queen...
Bloodymarry done... in this instant I toast this affair...
03.Murder Freaks
     Romaji
         Kuusou no bigaku de kanjiru boku wa [GURUME] na [MADDO SAIENTISUTO]
shinzou wo [MEIN DISSHU] ni namanurui chi wo nomihoshite

Karada wo hanemawaru itoshi sa kimusume no chi wa
[GURASU] katate ni me kara shitatari
[JITABATA] sawai demo doko ni mo nogasanai kara
otonashiku boku no onaka ni osamari...

Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...

Kimi to [DOUKA]shite boku no chi niku ni natte
ai wo sasagete goran midara ni
daeki wo tarenagashi shuuchishin no kaketa boku wa
kimi to hitotsu ni natte kanjiru

Atsui [SOOSU] wo kakete kuchi no [SAIZU] ni kitte
[FOOKU] to [NAIFU] de taberu koubutsu
[MEIN DISSHU] no ato wa okuchinaoshi [DEZAATO]
hieta noumiso [PURIN] wo fukumu...

Kuusou no higaku de kanjiru boku wa [IKARE]ta [MADDO SAIENTISUTO]
midare kimi no sugata ni [DOKIDOKI] koufun shite

Shita wo umaku tsukatte kimi wo nokosazu tabete
boku wa [TORIPPU] sunzen... dokudoku...
ibukuro de majiriatte kimi wo kyuushuushite
"yatto hitotso ni nareta..." to tsubuyaku...

Sukoshi dake kimi no nukumori ni yoku wo kanjita
Kamikudaku hodo noukou na shiru ga boku wo kuruwasete yuku...
     Kanji
         murder freaks

空想の美学で感じる僕はグルメなマッドサイエンティスト 
心臓をメインディッシュに生温い血を飲み干して

躯を跳ね回る愛しさ生娘の血はグラス片手に目から滴り
ジタバタ騒いでも何処にも逃がさないから大人しく僕のお腹におさまり…

少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた 噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…

君とドウカして僕の血肉になって愛を捧げてごらん淫らに
唾液を垂れ流し羞恥心の欠けた僕は君と一つになって感じる

熱いソースをかけて 口のサイズに切って
フォークとナイフで食べる 好物
メインディッシュの後は お口直しデザート
冷えた脳みそプリンを含む…

空想の美学で感じる僕はイカレたマッドサイエンティスト 
乱れた君の姿に僕はドキドキ興奮して

舌をうまく使って君を残さず食べて僕はトリップ寸前…毒々…
胃袋で混じり合って君を吸収して「やっと一つになれた…」とつぶやく…

少しだけ君のぬくもりに欲を感じた

噛み砕くほど濃厚な汁が僕を狂わせてゆく…
     English
         ---
04.闇に降る奇跡(Yami Ni Furu Kiseki)
     Romaji
         yami ni furu kiseki
Lyrics: Hizumi; Music: Karyu

fushigi na kurai sabishii sora ni yuku ate no nai omoi wo ukabeteiru
tsumetai kaze ga kisetsu wo hakobi(1) tameiki wo shiroku koorase fuyu wo tsugeta

kono koe wa kimi e tsutaeru tegami de
shiroi yuki to tomo ni kimi no moto eto furu...

mujou no kotoba de kimi wo nayamase ima made dore hodo kizutsukete kita no darou
soshite itami no oku ni kimi wa boku no shiranai kao wo kakushi tsuzuketanda ne

kimi no kurushimi ni kizuku koto ga dekizu ni
hitori yami no naka de kanashimaseteita

masshiro na fuyu ni deatta kimi to wa itami wakachiaeru futari de itai
itsumo soba ni ite megurikuru kisetsu ga futatabi otozurete mo kawarazu ni...

sappuukei na heya kuuki ni tokekomu kimi wo ushinau koto ni obie
sou kimi ga kienai you ni
kimi no teashi, karada, kubi to yubisaki made akai ito de shibatta
nandomo nandomo ugoke nakunaru made

kimi no sonzai wo itai hodo kanji
hajimete kizuita kowaresou na egao
fureta yubisaki kogoesou ni furue

masshiro na yuki ni kieteshimaisou na kimi no kakaeteiru yowasa wo misete
nakanaide mou hitori janai kara tomo ni yume wo miyou...
kanashii kurai shiroku furishikiru saki de matsu kisetsu wo mukae ni yukou
moshi mo sono chi ga kare hateteta nara te wo tori arunde yukou futari de...

(1) written "erabi".
     Kanji
          闇に降る奇跡

不思議なくらい寂しい空に 逝くあてのない思いを浮かべている
冷たい風が季節を選び 溜息を白く凍らせ冬を告げた

この声は君へ伝える手紙で
白い雪と共に君の下へと降る...

無情な言葉で君を悩ませ 今までどれ程傷つけてきたのだろう
そして痛みの奥に君は僕の 知らない顔を隠し続けたんだね

君の苦しみに気付く事が出来ずに
独り闇の中で悲しませていた

真っ白な冬に出逢った君とは 痛みが分かち合える二人でいたい
いつも側にいて 巡り来る季節が再び訪れても変わらずに...

殺風景な部屋 空気に溶け込む君を失う事に怯え
そう君が消えないように
君の手足、体、首と指先まで赤い糸で縛った
何度も何度も動けなくなるまで

君の存在を痛い程感じ
初めて気付いた壊れそうな笑顔
触れた指先 凍えそうに震え

真っ白な雪に消えてしまいそうな君の抱えている弱さを見せて
泣かないでもう一人じゃないから 共に夢を見よう...
哀しいくらい白く降りしきる先で待つ季節を迎えに逝こう
もしもその地が枯れ果ててたなら 手を取り歩んでゆこう二人で...
     English
         the miracle that falls into darkness

In the rather wondrous lonely sky
my thoughts that will never die are floating
The cold winds bring(1) the season,
my frozen white sigh heralded winter

My voice is in the letter written to you
It wafts down under you along with the white snow...

My heartless words torture you
well I suppose until even now it pains you
And in the interior of the pain,
the fact was that you continued to conceal a face unknown to me, didn't you?

Without feeling your pain
I was making you suffer alone in the darkness

With you, whom I met in the pure white winter
I want it so that the two of us can share the pain
Always, by your side
unchangeable, though the seasons cycle again...

In the dreary room
I fear that I will lose you as you sink into the void
So that you won't disappear like this
I bounded your limbs, body, neck,
and fingertips with red thread
Over and over, again and again,
until your movements die off

I feel your existence until it hurts
Your smile that seemed broken was what I noticed first
Our fingertips touched
they shiver as if they were freezing

You, looking like you would disappear
in the pure white snow; show me the weakness you carry with you
Don't cry, for you are no longer alone
let us watch the dream together...
Let us go to meet the waiting sorrowful,
white, first blizzard of the season
If this earth should fall to a desolate end
let us clasp our hands and walk, the two of us...

(1) erabi (choose) is what's written, but Hizumi sings hakobi (transport).
05.Quarter Void
     Romaji
         quarter void

Lyrics: Hizumi;
Music: Karyu

nanimokamo arifureta risou nozomi
jibun jishin nanimonoka mo sude ni miushinai

mizukara eguru kizu de mashiteku itami ga
yuiitsu no tightrope
mukuchi na akai mizu wa nanimo katarazu wake up to realize...
I.D. of myself...

jiga wo nakushi hane no oreta awai... akumu
shihai no tane umekomareta MANEKIN no you de

myaku utsuchi akai kizu ni kodou shizumete fuan wo kamikudaki
ejiki ni sareru mae ni kugi wo sashite wa wake up to realize...
I.D. of myself...

karehate kokoro no nai hai ni tsutsumareta sora no shita
miushinatta koe wa kazoekirenai

yami ni haita baseitachi wa hi wo abizuni
sen wo tsukuru ari no you ni tada shitagau dake

myaku utsuchi akai kizu ni kodou shizumete fuan wo kamikudaki
ejiki ni sareru mae ni kugi wo sashite wa
wake up to realize... I.D. of myself...

tsunagareta sono karada de habataku koto wo wasureta nara
sono saki ni wa nigeba wa doko ni mo nai
tatoeba zetsubou ni ochi ashimoto ga yami ni oowaretemo
sono ude ni wa kienai hikari ga aru

jikan wo tsunagi awase saihate ni matsu EPIROOGU
moetsuki... owari ga arehateta koe demo

karehate kokoro no nai hai ni tsutsumareta sora no shita
nakushiteita jibun wo ima tokihanate
hardship over... kono koe wa...
mada minu kanata e to mukau...
     Kanji
         quarter Void/D'espairsRay
詞 HIZUMI 曲 Karyu

何もかもありふれた理想望み
自分自身何者かも既に見失い

自ら抉る傷で増してく痛みが唯一の tightrope

無口な赫い水は何も語らず
wake up to realize...I.D of my self...

自我を無くし羽根の折れた淡い...悪夢

支配の種埋め込まれたマネキンの様で

脈打つ赤い傷に鼓動沈めて不安を噛み砕き
餌食にされる前に心に釘を刺して沈まないように
wake up to realize...I.D myself...

繋がれたその躯で羽ばたく事を忘れたなら
その先には逃げ場は何処にも無い
絶望にたとえ堕ち 足元が闇に覆われても
その腕には消えない光がある

時間を繋ぎ合わせ最果てに待つエピローグ
燃え尽き...終わりが荒れ果てた声でも

枯れ果て心の無い 灰に包まれた空の下
失くしていた自分を今解き放て

hardship oover...この声は...

まだ見ぬ彼方へと向かって...
     English
         quarter void

Everything is but mundane ideals and hopes
I already lose sight; of myself, of oneself, of someone

I prefer the pain from the wound that
I gouged out personally, it's the only tightrope
The reticent red liquid won't give away anything
wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

The faint broken nightmare of the wings of my lost ego
I'm like the mannequin with the seeds of control buried within

My unrest simplifies, as it sinks throbbing into the red wound in my pulsating vein
Before my prey does, I pierce the nail in to
wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

Dead to the utmost, my heart is gone
under a sky that embraces but ash
All the voices I lost sight of are innumerable

The light won't bathe the jeers that the darkness spat out
Like ants that form lines, I can only merely abide by the rules

My unrest simplifies, as it sinks throbbing into the red wound
in my pulsating vein
Before my prey does, I pierce the nail in to
wake up to realize... I.D. of myself

If I forgot that my wings were connected to this body
then I can't get anywhere to that place of refuge
Even if these feet for example, that collapse into despair,
are covered in darkness
that inextinguishable light still exists in these arms

The lengths of time are tied together,
at the ends of which my epilogue awaits
Burned out to the last...
the end is voices fallen into desolation, but...

Dead to the utmost, my heart is gone
under a sky that embraces but ash
I now release the myself that I had lost
hardship over... this voice is...
I go towards the other side that I still cannot see...

D'espairsRay - Born

Label: MANIAC records - distribued by Universal
Catalog#: UMCE-8200[DVD with]
Format: Mini-Album Limited Edition
Country: Japan
Released: 28 Apr 2004
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial

TrackList
01.Born
02.Marry Of The Blood
03.Murder Freaks
04.闇に降る奇跡(Yami Ni Furu Kiseki)
05.Quarter Void
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DVD - PV Garnet
2010-02-20

D'espairsRay - HYSTERIC MEDIA ZONE

Label: Speed-disk
Catalog#: SDR-06
Format: Mini Album
Country: Japan
Released: 21 Dec 2000
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial

TrackList
01.「S」yste「M」
     Romaji
         System

I gether real psyco

kankaku no nai kun he andoroido no boku kara
kangae ru koto mo naku kainushi wo uragitte

mazariau sono sugata boku dakeni atae teite

zenmai shikake no bokuha masochist
kaiseki funou no kun ga mawari dasu
kurai misshitsu de kun ga majiwa reba
boku no kiokusouchi (memori) ha kun wo shoukyo (kesu) darou ...

INSIDE...INSIDE...ERASE...
OUTSIDE...OUTSIDE...ERASE...

I gether real psyco

mazariau sono sugata kono ude de umare kawa ru

zenmai shikake no bokuha masochist
kaiseki funou no boku ga mawari dasu
kurai misshitsu de boku ga majiwa reba
kun no kiokusouchi (memori) ha boku wo shoukyo (kesu) darou ...

nou ni yaki tsui ta (S) no kashiramoji
kie ru koto no nai (M) no idenshi

BRAIN...INSIDE...ERASE...
BRAIN...OUTSIDE...ERASE...
     Kanji
         「S」yste「M」

I gether real psyco

感覚の無い君ヘ アンドロイドの僕から
考える事も無く 飼い主を裏切って

混ざり合うその姿 僕だけに与えていて

ゼンマイ仕掛けの僕はmasochist
解析不能の君が回り出す
暗い密室で 君が交われば
僕の記憶装置(メモリー)は君を消去(けす)だろう...

INSIDE...INSIDE...ERASE...
OUTSIDE...OUTSIDE...ERASE...

I gether real psyco

混ざり合うその姿 この腕で生まれ変わる

ゼンマイ仕掛けの僕はmasochist
解析不能の僕が回り出す
暗い密室で 僕が交われば
君の記憶装置(メモリー)は僕を消去(けす)だろう...

脳に焼き付いた「S」の頭文字
消える事の無い「M」の遺伝子

BRAIN...INSIDE...ERASE...
BRAIN...OUTSIDE...ERASE...
     English
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02.L∞P -Divide Neo Abomination-
     Romaji
         L∞P - Divide Neo Abomination -

ashi wo tsunaga re mogaite hane no ora reta koukei wo
kizu ato nokoshi shizun de onnen dakega nokosa re

senaka ni tsuki sasa tta koori no ha wo nuki
ashi wo biki zuru boku ga yami ni yogore ta ude de

Divide eternity... mainasu no kage ga
Divide eternity... kono tede
Divide eternity... zoushoku shiteyuku
me same takono koe yami no idenshi ...

mabuta ni utsuru anata ga me gen no oku de warai kaketa

Divide eternity... mainasu no kage ga
Divide eternity... kono tede
Divide eternity... zoushoku shiteyuku
kinji rareta yami no biyaku wo
     Kanji
         L∞P - Divide Neo Abomination -

足を繋がれモガイテ 羽根の折られた光景を
傷痕残し沈んで 怨念だけが残され

背中に突き刺さった 氷の刃を抜き
足を引きずる僕が 闇に汚れた腕で

Divide eternity...マイナスの影が
Divide eternity...この手で
Divide eternity...増殖してゆく
it's just a falling...
目醒めたこの声 闇の遺伝子...

目蓋に映る貴女が 目眩の奥で笑いかけた

Divide eternity...マイナスの影が
Divide eternity...この手で
Divide eternity...増殖してゆく
it's just a falling...
禁じられた闇の媚薬を
     English
         ---
2010-02-19

D'espairsRay - 異端児

Label: ---
Catalog#: ---
Format: Single
Country: Japan
Released: 20 Jan 2003
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial

TrackList
01.異端児(Itanji)
     Romaji
         NO PAIN NO GAIN shinji reba ugage rarete
NO PAIN NO GAIN atae reba ubawa reteku

ALL FAKE ALL LIE giseisha ga aware danante
ALL FAKE ALL LIE tada soitsuga baka na dakesa

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
Kizutsuku noga iya de Mata tanin o zetsubō ni someru

shimesa reta hikari ga boku ni areba sake ta ai mo shin da hito mo kako no itamo sute rarerunoni
daremo ga kakusu yowasa ni obie soshite kimi wo motome kimi wo kizutsuke mo kai teru

NO PAIN NO GAIN nando mo shin deshimaouto
NO PAIN NO GAIN mu youna kizu ato ha fue teikubakari

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
kokoro su kuu mono wo motome teirunoka moshirenai

nigedasu koto dakehamou dekina i tatoe hito no yoku toto wana to basei ni korosa retemo
kotae ga chikadu ku hodoni akai kizuto kuroi uso to shiroi kioku ga tsuki sasa ru

kare ta sekai desure chigatta usugitanai gizensha tachi yo
ore no urami , hitsuu nokono sakebi wa kiko eteirunoka ?

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
korega genjitsu ka ? to hidoku mijime ni omoe tekita

itami wo kanji nai boku deareba sake ta ai mo shin da hito mo kako no itamo sute rarerunoni
daremo ga kakusu yowasa ni obie soshite kimi wo motome kimi wo kizutsuke te

kimi wo daki shimetaano hi kara bokuwa kanashii hodo kimi wo uso ni kae teshimauyo
futari ga ima sure chigatte iku tokino naka de tagaini mita kagayaki wo miushinatta
     Kanji
         NO PAIN NO GAIN 信じれば堣られて
NO PAIN NO GAIN 与えれば奪われてく
ALL FAKE ALL LIE 犠牲者が哀れだなんて
ALL FAKE ALL LIE 只そいつが馬鹿なだけさ

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
傷付くのがイヤで また他人を絶望に染める

示された光が僕にあれば 裂けた愛も死んだ人も過去の傷も捨てられるのに
誰もが隠す弱さに怯え そして君を求め君を傷付け藻掻いてる

NO PAIN NO GAIN 何度も死んでしまおうと
NO PAIN NO GAIN 無様な傷痕は増えていくばかり

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
ココロ「巣食う」者を 求めているのかもしれない

逃げ出す事だけはもう出来ない たとえ人の欲とと罠と罵声に殺されても
答えが近づくほどに 赤い傷と黒い嘘と白い記憶が突き刺さる

枯れた世界ですれ違った薄汚い偽善者達よ
俺の恨み、悲痛のこの叫びは聞こえているのか?

I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
「これが現実か?」と ひどく惨めに思えてきた

痛みを感じない僕であれば 裂けた愛も死んだ人も過去の傷も捨てられるのに
誰もが隠す弱さに怯え そして君を求め君を傷付けて

君を抱きしめたあの日から僕は 哀しいほど君を嘘に変えてしまうよ
二人が今すれ違っていく 時の中で互いに見た輝きを見失った
     English
         NO PAIN NO GAIN when you believe, you're betrayed
NO PAIN NO GAIN when you give, you have taken away
ALL FAKE ALL LIE those sacrificed aren't to be pitied
ALL FAKE ALL LIE they're just the foolish ones.
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
Don't wanna get hurt, so again I taint another with despair.
if there's a light to show me the way,
I could easilly discard
the tattered love, the dead people, the wounds of the past
afraid of the weakness we all hide,
I want you, I hurt you and I struggle.
NO PAIN NO GAIN I've made up my mind to die so many times.
NO PAIN NO GAIN and all that's come of it are more and more ugly scars.
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
Maybe I'm just looking for someone to "take nest" in my heart.
I can no longer keep running away.
Even if I'm put down
by their wants, their hidden desires, their traps, their jeers.
everytime I get near the answer,
I'm run through by the red wounds, the black lies, the white memory.
oh filthy hypocrites I brush by in this dead world
do you hear the screams of my anguish, my hatred?
I SHOULD JUST ASK FOR WHAT THIS WORLD WHERE IT HAD ROTTED
I miserably came to feel, "Is this reality?"
If I felt no pain
could easilly discard
the tattered love, the dead people, the wounds of the past
afraid of the weakness we all hide,
I want you, I hurt you
From that day I took you in my arms,
I've tragically made you into a lie
and now when we pass each other by
I lost sight of the glimmer we once both saw.

D'espairsRay - 裏マニアシアター

Label: ---
Catalog#: ---
Format: Demo Tape
Country: Japan
Released: 21 Jan 2002
Genre: Gothic, Rock
Style: Industrial

TrackList
01.ヴァレンタイン(Valentine)
     Romaji
         
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa

yokubou ni ueta daeki mamire no kemono wa
birei tadayowasu kimi no ushiro sugata wo mite
okashite yaritai shoudou ni kararete iru

gurotesukuna sugata ni waisetsuna shikou kairo de
erotikkuna mousou tomaru koto wo wasurete...

kannoutekina kimi no kyakusenbi... sosoru kubisuji
shikkuna kamigata kokireina fuku to musabori tsukitaku naru sutairu ga
miwakuteki de sekusharuna kimi wo okasu...

insert my honey and lover... guramarasuna karada wo gurotesuku ni
selfish lover to last forever... keiren suru kairaku ima wa boku no te de...
crime of the scene...

hatsujouki no kimi wa inranna shita tsukai de
boku wo sasou kara kontororu ga kikanai

kimi no karada wo kannou shitai... boku no yokubou
kimi no haigo ni inbina kemono kimi no seikandai wo noukou ni aibu shite
iyagaru kimi wo mite torippu suru...

insert my honey and lover... guramarasuna karada wo gurotesuku ni
selfish lover to last forever... keiren suru kairaku kimi no naka ni...
my vision of deep grey...
you vision of deep grey...
all vision of deep grey...
crime of the scene...
     Kanji
         
Lyrics by Hizumi
Music by Tsukasa

欲望に飢えた唾液まみれの獣は
美麗漂わす君の後ろ姿を見て
犯してやりたい衝動に刈られている

グロテスクな姿に猥褻な思考回路で
エロティックな妄想 止まることを忘れて...

官能的な君の脚線美... そそる首筋
シックな髪型 小綺麗な服と貪りつきたくなるスタイルが
魅惑的でセクシャルな君を犯す...

insert my honey and lover... グラマラスな躯をグロテスクに
selfish lover to last forever... 痙攣する快楽今は僕の手で...
crime of the scene...

発情期の君は淫乱な舌使いで
僕を誘うからコントロールがきかない

君の躯を堪能したい... 僕の欲望
君の背後に淫靡な獣 君の性感帯を濃厚に愛撫して
嫌がる君を見てトリップする...

insert my honey and lover... グラマラスな躯をグロテスクに
selfish lover to last forever... 痙攣する快楽 君の中に...
my vision of deep grey...
you vision of deep grey...
all vision of deep grey...
crime of the scene...
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02.モノクロになった最後の日(Monokuro Ni Natta Saigo No Hi)
     Romaji
         tsu kara darou ka itami mo wasurete
Minikuku susamu karekitta kokoro
Fureteshimaeba kuzureteshimaisou
Kowareru koto ga itsumo kowakute

Kimi ni deai itami oboete setsunasa wo shitta
Boku no naka de nanika kawariyuku koto wo kanjiteita

Todomenaku afureru omooi de kono mi wo kogashi
Kimi dake motometeta boku wo shinjite
Yuruginai omoi ha mada kawaranu mama de
Kono mune ni kagi wo kake shizuka ni nemuru...

Kimi no nukumori... kimi no inai heya...
Nagaku kanjiru kuuhaku no toki...

Koe wo koroshi toiki ga morete yasashiku karamari
Atatameau jikan itsumademo tsuzuku to shinjiteita

Karada ni shimitsuita kioku ha kimi wo motomete
Karitateru yokujyou ni okasareteyuku
Kono karada ga kimi wo wasurenai kara
Kurushiku x2 kowasareteiku...

Kubi wo kimi no te de shimete...
Hitoomoi ni me no mae kono omoi ga...
Shiroku naru made
Konayuki ga furu kisetsu to kioku no naka de
Itsu demo itsu demo... ikiteiku kara...
     Kanji
         モノクロになった最後の日

いつからだろうか痛みも忘れて 醜く荒む枯れきった心
触れてしまえば崩れてしまいそう 壊れる事がいつも怖くて

君に出逢い痛み憶えて切なさを知った
僕の中で何かが変りゆく事を感じていた

とめどなく溢れる思いでこの身を焦がし 君だけ求めてた僕を信じて
揺るぎない思いはまだ変らぬままで この胸に鍵を掛け静かに眠る…

君の温もり…君のいない部屋…長く感じる空白の刻…

声を殺し吐息が漏れて優しく絡まり
暖めあう時間いつまでも続くと信じていた

躯に染み付いた記憶は君を求めて カリタテル欲情ニ侵サレテユク
この躯が君を忘れないから クルシク×2 壊ワレテイク…

首を君の手で絞めて…ひとおもいに 目の前のこの想いが…白くなるまで
粉雪が降る季節と記憶の中で いつでも いつでも…生きていくから…
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